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TheHatedOne

TheHatedOne

Death is salvation
Sep 26, 2021
2,028
I'm fully tearing up and crying after such a long time of not being able to even if I wanted to. I don't know how to take this,

Edit: I'm sorry for the spam but I have nowhere else left to go, this is the only place left for me.
 
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Hans Voralberg

Hans Voralberg

Experienced
Nov 6, 2021
229
Emotions are really harsh especially when they were bottled up for long. You are not alone. You can talk to me what do you feel right now. Sometimes I burst into tears for no reason after weeks of being completly numb. You may feel confused or even scary of your emotions when they suddenly appear out of nowhere.
 
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bed

CTBed
Aug 24, 2019
919
Don't apologize for expressing yourself <3

I go between periods of feeling nothing and feeling everything, where I cry often. When i'm in either or of those stages, i always want to be in the other one. I'm rarely ever content with what i'm currently experiencing. Been crying for the last 2 hours off and on and hate it.

Did something different happen to cause you to cry?
 
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KuriGohan&Kamehameha

KuriGohan&Kamehameha

想死不能 - 想活不能
Nov 23, 2020
1,803
You can always post whatever you like here, this a supportive space. Never feel bad for expressing yourself, that is what we are all here for.

Crying after a long time is like unleashing the repressed floodgates, I know it feels so weird and foreign after you've been unable to do it for ages. I would reccomend taking a paracetamol afterwards because the headache that appears post-cry is bloody annoying
 
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whywere

Illuminated
Jun 26, 2020
3,414
You are with friends here and I cry all the time and it helps sometimes. Heck there is no negative aspects at all to being emotional and post away becasue this is the site for support, love, caring and understanding.

You are a beautiful soul who is a good friend of mine and never worry about anything except love and understanding here.

You are awesome and a heart of gold to boot!

Sending you lots of hugs and love and beautiful weather to help.

All my best to a great friend,

Walter
 
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ClownMe

ClownMe

Don't Cry for Me, I'm Already Dead
Apr 7, 2021
20,561
I actually just had a cry about 10 minutes ago and your post was the first one that popped up when I hopped on SS just a second ago, I hope you're doing okay, sending you love.
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chocolatebar

chocolatebar

Paragon
Jul 11, 2021
974
I understand how you feel. I can't cry and couldn't do it for most of my life. Sometimes I really want to cry, but I simply can't
 
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marinekiwi

marinekiwi

Student
Oct 28, 2021
148
Cry is a good emotion. It is a way to relief a bit of the pain that you're suffering. I do many times want to cry my heart out, but i can't most of the time.
When i do cry i feel a big relief though. Wish i could cry as often as I wanted to.

Easy on that, friend. Cry as much as you want with us.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,837
I cannot cry anymore. I used to a lot, but I think I cried so much that I can no longer do it. I feel empty like I have already died in a way. I can imagine it must be overwhelming to finally cry after so long. Maybe I will cry again before I ctb. I wish you the best.
 
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