ZardozOmega
Narcissist Gay NEET-cel
- Mar 4, 2020
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I don't have anything to do. And when that happens, I have too much free time to think and reflect about the countless mistakes I made, and that makes me suicidal
I play videogames too, but they always end and finding something else to play is quite hard. I also like to watch different TV series, but I also find it hard to find new ones and there's also the added problem that I feel a deep dread once I'm done with a series. It's almost like grief. Sometimes TV series can remind me of real life problems and what little I have achieved. It's like nothing is safe anymore. Anything I try ends up being detrimental to me. I'm so done with lifeI used to be bored 24/7 until I found hobbies such as learning languages, a new videogame, etc.
However, if you feel tired and depressed all the time, it's way harder to get out of the boredom zone because you just don't wanna do anything.
My advice is: start googling, something will reduce your boredom at least.
I hate life but gotta admit there are plenty of interesting things to do/learn.
I play videogames too, but they always end and finding something else to play is quite hard. I also like to watch different TV series, but I also find it hard to find new ones and there's also the added problem that I feel a deep dread once I'm done with a series. It's almost like grief. Sometimes TV series can remind me of real life problems and what little I have achieved. It's like nothing is safe anymore. Anything I try ends up being detrimental to me. I'm so done with life
I abhorr soccerTry following Cruzeiro or Atletico Mineiro , will kill a bit of time