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Jack

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Jul 22, 2018
84
I have just enough $ to go get enough heroin (probably mixed with fent) to kill myself. If I back out after I buy it I will really be screwed. I dont see any way forward with my life. Can someone just tell me its ok, I can give up? Im really miserable and can't hold a job long enough to support myself. I am really isolated.
 
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TowerUpright

TowerUpright

Disillusioned
May 26, 2019
602
No one can tell you that, friend. Being a pro-choice forum, you alone need to determine that.

We can offer a sympathetic group to listen to you and your problems, though.
 
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Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
7,557
Nobody can decide what to do with your life except you, and nobody should. You have the free will to control your own destiny.

We are here if you want to talk and we understand your pain.
 
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mediocre

trapped here
Nov 9, 2019
1,443
I can relate to feeling hopeless and miserable but it should be your own decision to leave.
Everybody here is so kind if you want to express your feelings or share what's going on in your life. Nobody will judge.
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R_N

-Memento Mori-
Dec 3, 2019
1,442
I agree with everyone else. It should be your choice to make. Before you do anything think things through. Don't do anything impulsively.
 
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LivingToLong

Experienced
Feb 23, 2019
259
It is OK to feel as you do. Yes, you can give up if you want to - you are allowed to make that choice for yourself. Nobody should tell you what to do. You own your own feelings and can decide whatever feels right for you. If you're unsure then stay and talk a while. There are plenty of people here to listen and help you see your own mind.

Just know that it's always your choice.
 
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Ghosted

I was never really here.
Nov 22, 2019
92
No one should tell you when to die. In this part of the internet you have free will.

If you're conflicted, stay and chat. Or write out a pros and cons list.

If you're scared, that's normal and please feel free to express the emotions here.

If you found a way forward let us know so we can celebrate with you.

But no matter, someone here will always have your back.
 
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TimeToBiteTheDust

Visionary
Nov 7, 2019
2,321
No one here will tell you to ctb or not. That's your decition.
 
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jgm63

Visionary
Oct 28, 2019
2,467
We support you in whatever you wish to do :heart:
 
Sensei

Sensei

剣道家
Nov 4, 2019
6,336
I don't know what your situation is or if it's the right thing to do. I know one thing, though: if you have to ask if it's OK, you're not sure. If you're not sure, you should probably stop and think and not do something which can't be undone.
 
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Mizzmini45

Arcanist
Dec 1, 2019
447
Only you know when it's your time. I couldn't with good conscience condone suicide but I think it should be allowed I just could never say that to someone. All I say is when it's your time it's your time
 
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enjoy

Creature
Dec 20, 2019
337
do whatever you feel is right. it's your life; your destiny and fate belong to you. regardless of the choice you make, you have my support.
 

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