Venting Im beyond done

[iwantitover]

I'm done with this life all I'm given is bullshit I'm griefing and exposed to act like nothing fucking happened my ocd is through the roof and nobody understands I'm done with people saying oh but you have to look for the good stuff in life like fucking what what is there I have nothing left nothing I'm Broke I have bearly Amy money to my name in September I'm meant to start community college I'm meant to start at 9 and I'll arrive home at 6 because how fun is it to sleep eat and train to work and be completely broke and tired oh did I mention my family will probably think oh its fine like what the fuck because I definitely won't go into a mental breakdown which I'm a fucking day from already im done there is no point to life its fucking pointless at this point there is nothing left for me I also probably have undiagnosed depression and I'm miserable and finally in the words of Christopher from the sopranos

Fuck this shit I'm done

 

[eupdplishlp]

why act like nothing happened. what happened? I'll listen

 

[Linda]

I'm done with this life all I'm given is bullshit I'm griefing and exposed to act like nothing fucking happened my ocd is through the roof and nobody understands I'm done with people saying oh but you have to look for the good stuff in life like fucking what what is there I have nothing left nothing I'm Broke I have bearly Amy money to my name in September I'm meant to start community college I'm meant to start at 9 and I'll arrive home at 6 because how fun is it to sleep eat and train to work and be completely broke and tired oh did I mention my family will probably think oh its fine like what the fuck because I definitely won't go into a mental breakdown which I'm a fucking day from already im done there is no point to life its fucking pointless at this point there is nothing left for me I also probably have undiagnosed depression and I'm miserable and finally in the words of Christopher from the sopranos

Fuck this shit I'm done

You're in a dark place at the moment. I'm not going to say "it will get better", because I don't know whether it will get better. But I can say that it might get better. Don't assume that there is no possibility of things improving.

In practical terms, all I can suggest is that you carry on for a bit longer and see what happens. If you are considering catching the bus now, that option isn't going to go away. It will still be there in a few months time.