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Broken Chimera

Broken Chimera

The abyss also gazes into you
May 27, 2019
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I've logged in over the months to show I'm still alive, but I didn't post anything because I wanted to see if I still wanted to ctb. Things have gotten better since I've joined, but I actually feel worse for it. I know now I don't actually want to ctb but it's still in my mind. I'm in a confusing place and I just want to get it off my chest. Nice to be here again.
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
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Good to see you... I guess. If that means it's good to be on here. I'm glad things have gotten better.
You don't have to want to die to be on here. You can post even though you are in a better place.
You don't have to figure everything out all at once. There are days I don't have a strong desire to die. Very few though. I just don't have any way to make it better.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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Existing can certainly be tiring. I wish you the best.
 
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