i'm back

[Zaya]

i'm a bit late with this post because i have already been posting occasionally for the last couple of weeks but anyway

last year i met some really nice and helpful people on here and i just want to say thank you, even tho they probably wont be reading this.

anyway, long story short i thought i had a reason to keep going back then but turns out it was all just false hopes and now im feeling even worse than before

i started cutting myself again, quit my job (altho i was feeling slightly better for a while after that), have a lot of debt and am about to lose my apartment so i moved back in with my family, started drinking everyday again and now i have been bothered daily by family issues for a while but that luckily cooled down for now, all of that along with all the issues i already had before all that.

i just recently got some new sn as well as everything else i need to ctb and i am going to use it soon. ill still be around for a couple more weeks because i have to sort some things out before i go

ill post a final goodbye before i am going to take it so until then ill still be around if anyone even cares

 

[restless.dreams]

Welcome back, I'm sorry that things didn't work out the way you hoped. We are always here for you <3

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence really is too cruel, it's dreadful to me how existing can very easily get worse for people, I'm sorry you've had to suffer so much. But anyway best wishes, I imagine it must be a relief having access to the SN.

 

[Zaya]

You've got a cross through your name so I'd say you're already sadly no longer with us

Does that mean I am a ghost?

 

[Olisop21.]

I wish I could just get this overwith now.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Welcome back and good luck with your plan!

 

[SVEN]

Welcome back, and yes, folk do care.