JustAnotherSadMan
Optimistic 2% of the time
- Sep 16, 2024
- 32
I have found out my IQ is significantly lower than it used to be and I am pretty upset about it. This is just another thing on the list of reasons I shouldn't have been born. I'm short, crippled, and a fucking retard. I wish my mother terminated me when she found out I was gonna be a cripple. I don't see the point in existing if I am destined to be this mediocre. It is a shame I don't have the courage to CTB tonight. It would be painful, but if I slice my femoral artery, I would die in minutes from blood loss. I think I can take the pain, and it's a super badass way to CTB that still allows me to have an open casket. It is close to midnight where I am, so I can CTB outside, away from my family. My hope is I am man enough to do it before I reach middle age, because I don't want to drag out this pointless life of mine. Please don't give me any sympathy, it is better spent elsewhere.
