CoolGuy9

CoolGuy9

Mage
Mar 5, 2019
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To see that bell icon with a red number next to it brings me joy. I would absolutely love to make posts about me crying about my problems so people can give me me sympathy all day. At first this used to bother me as it made me question if I was even depressed or if I was just making this up. But I have realized that the things I have gone through are not something a non depressed person would go through with.

People have friends, but I don't. People have some self respect and feel like they can do something well, but I don't. People do things that make them happy while I feel like nothing can bring me happiness. It's only natural to want to be loved and cared for and when your life is as lonely as mine is, any sort of attention becomes addictive. I hate how I have to hide my pain away usually, but in here I can show that side of me anonymously.

Enjoy my weird ramble.
 
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sadsoul

sadsoul

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Sep 9, 2018
440
I think getting addicted to likes is quite normal since it triggers your brain's reward system. I'm guilty too, I check SS a lot and when I don't get any likes (or reactions as they're called now) I'm a bit diappointed and sometimes I even think about posting something just to get likes/attention. Makes me feel like a fraud but then again when you're lonely getting some attention is nice.

So shoutout to everyone who spoils me with liking sprees! You're amazing and I appreciate it a lot ❤❤❤
 
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AveryConure

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TECHNICALLY WE ALL ARE CAUSE HUMANS WANT ATTENTION ALL THE TIME HAHA!!
 
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Folks, enjoy them while they're hot...

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CoolGuy9

CoolGuy9

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Mar 5, 2019
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I need more pictures of that red bell. Pretty please.
I think getting addicted to likes is quite normal since it triggers your brain's reward system. I'm guilty too, I check SS a lot and when I don't get any likes (or reactions as they're called now) I'm a bit diappointed and sometimes I even think about posting something just to get likes/attention. Makes me feel like a fraud but then again when you're lonely getting some attention is nice.

So shoutout to everyone who spoils me with liking sprees! You're amazing and I appreciate it a lot ❤❤❤
Good to know i'm not the only one.
 
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WOODESITY

WOODESITY

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Mar 15, 2019
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I think I'm and I've done many stupid things just to get attention, when i log in I look at bell icon and I cannot think of anything but what reactions i get, i can't help it and it's bothering, makes me think about how stupid worthless piece of s*** I'm, sometimes I try not to open it immediately which is stupid I guess..
 
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CoolGuy9

CoolGuy9

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Mar 5, 2019
524
I'm now happy to know that it's quite common for people to get addicted to red bell. I'm gonna call myself a red bell addict from now on.
I think I'm and I've done many stupid things just to get attention, when i log in I look at bell icon and I cannot think of anything but what reactions i get, i can't help it and it's bothering, makes me think about how stupid worthless piece of s*** I'm, sometimes I try not to open it immediately which is stupid I guess..
Doesn't it also suck when your post doesn't get any reply's?
 
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WOODESITY

WOODESITY

Experienced
Mar 15, 2019
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I'm now happy to know that it's quite common for people to get addicted to red bell. I'm gonna call myself a red bell addict from now on.

Doesn't it also suck when your post doesn't get any reply's?

I guess, sometimes when I don't get reaction I feel like I've said something stupid and starting to worry excessively what I've said wrong and I might delete post later.. it's stupid probably,
 
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Psilo

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Dec 29, 2018
482
To see that bell icon with a red number next to it brings me joy.
I have to agree that red bell makes my day. It's the only attention I get, sad thing to say but its so damn true.
 
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Pentobartbital

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Feb 25, 2019
183
Ring-a-ding-ding.
 
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I almost wish I could have ear-blistering and ridiculous audio such as the above each time notifications pour in.
 
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