CoolGuy9
Mage
- Mar 5, 2019
- 524
To see that bell icon with a red number next to it brings me joy. I would absolutely love to make posts about me crying about my problems so people can give me me sympathy all day. At first this used to bother me as it made me question if I was even depressed or if I was just making this up. But I have realized that the things I have gone through are not something a non depressed person would go through with.
People have friends, but I don't. People have some self respect and feel like they can do something well, but I don't. People do things that make them happy while I feel like nothing can bring me happiness. It's only natural to want to be loved and cared for and when your life is as lonely as mine is, any sort of attention becomes addictive. I hate how I have to hide my pain away usually, but in here I can show that side of me anonymously.
Enjoy my weird ramble.
People have friends, but I don't. People have some self respect and feel like they can do something well, but I don't. People do things that make them happy while I feel like nothing can bring me happiness. It's only natural to want to be loved and cared for and when your life is as lonely as mine is, any sort of attention becomes addictive. I hate how I have to hide my pain away usually, but in here I can show that side of me anonymously.
Enjoy my weird ramble.