Venting I'm always scared to find someone familiar here, are you?

[DontTouchMeImFamous]

I am suicidal and don't care about the people that I will leave behind. Almost never think about them actually. And I know that this is selfish. but at the same time, I don't want to lose a loved one due to suicide. When I enter this forum to search for a method, I become paranoid of reading a familiar story or familiar words and end up finding a loved one here trying to commit suicide while I'm not aware of their struggles.
Do you have similar fears?

 

[dimgobaith]

Having lost family, friends and acquaintances to suicide I know it can happen. Each of us have a tolerance and sometimes there really is no way out. If I was to find someone familiar, maybe we could do something together, maybe not. Maybe the realisation that we're both here could be enough to think maybe we're not alone

 

[DontTouchMeImFamous]

Having lost family, friends and acquaintances to suicide I know it can happen. Each of us have a tolerance and sometimes there really is no way out. If I was to find someone familiar, maybe we could do something together, maybe not. Maybe the realisation that we're both here could be enough to think maybe we're not alone

Beautiful words. Didn't think about it that way. That's reassuring. Thank you!