im almost there.

[zeek]

finally found a supplier for SN here. now its just time to see if they'll let me buy.
while I probably wont end it when it arrives, and I wont be saying goodbye now.
its peaceful to know I'll have a way out if I can acquire it

 

[WAITING TO DIE]

Yes, I would feel the same way if I had N.
Having a method close to hand must bring a lot of comfort.

 

[FuneralCry]

Best of luck, I hope you find what you search for, I see those who have access to SN as being fortunate as it seems to be becoming more and more restricted.

 

[Unhumanly.]

That feelings of Peace to know that there's an option that's open must feel so nice