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NotOkay_

NotOkay_

The damage is done, so i guess I’ll be leaving
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I was temporarily banned guys. I'm alive (unfortunately). Thinking of doing full suspension as I'm out of options, would be nice to have some insight on what that might be like if anyone's willing to share x
 
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fedupsoul

Confused
Jan 19, 2021
57
A family member ctb this way... I have read in some cases the hyoid bone breaks which can be quite painful if you are still conscious at the time and neck didn't snap from the drop. I am not at all comfortable with this but before learning about sn this was my method... I really don't like the suffocation feeling
 
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NotOkay_

NotOkay_

The damage is done, so i guess I’ll be leaving
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A family member ctb this way... I have read in some cases the hyoid bone breaks which can be quite painful if you are still conscious at the time and neck didn't snap from the drop. I am not at all comfortable with this but before learning about sn this was my method... I really don't like the suffocation feeling
You tried it? I guess in the grand scheme of things what's a few minutes?
 
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fedupsoul

Confused
Jan 19, 2021
57
You tried it? I guess in the grand scheme of things what's a few minutes?
No I haven't tried hanging but I know I don't like it when I can't hold my breath any longer underwater when I swim. I can only guess it would be somewhat similar till one would pass out. No clue how long it would take though
 
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NotOkay_

The damage is done, so i guess I’ll be leaving
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It shouldn't take longer than 5 seconds really
 
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fedupsoul

fedupsoul

Confused
Jan 19, 2021
57
It shouldn't take longer than 5 seconds really
Maybe.. but it's really difficult to know when a person is hanging are they conscious and suffering or are they unconscious and involuntarily moving or convulsing. It just terrifies me *chills*
 
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Nov 18, 2020
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Just to remind you, ctb is a serious decision & should not be taken lightly. I wish you all the best in the future.
 
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Sherri

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Sep 28, 2020
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Just to remind you, ctb is a serious decision & should not be taken lightly. I wish you all the best in the future.
Totally agree with your comment. Also wish the op all the best. May you find your way and may it be peaceful.
 
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NotOkay_

NotOkay_

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Totally agree with your comment. Also wish the op all the best. May you find your way and may it be peaceful.
Thank you x
 
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WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
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Don't know that much about hanging but I just wanted to tell you that it makes me happy to still see you around!

Hugs and love!
 
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johntee2

Member
Jan 17, 2021
59
I was temporarily banned guys. I'm alive (unfortunately). Thinking of doing full suspension as I'm out of options, would be nice to have some insight on what that might be like if anyone's willing to share x
I would say don't try that method. No matter how crap life is, it can't be worth the feeling that suffocation brings. Instant panic and a reflex to get air. I've seen reports of it taking a long, long time to pass away using that means too. Put a pillow to your face or a plastic bag on your head if you want to sample how awful it must feel.. Chances are it would fail too as your survival instincts will make you fight it like crazy.
 
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NotOkay_

The damage is done, so i guess I’ll be leaving
Dec 2, 2020
238
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I would say don't try that method. No matter how crap life is, it can't be worth the feeling that suffocation brings. Instant panic and a reflex to get air. I've seen reports of it taking a long, long time to pass away using that means too. Put a pillow to your face or a plastic bag on your head if you want to sample how awful it must feel.. Chances are it would fail too as your survival instincts will make you fight it like crazy.
I just need a way out NOW ffs
 
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Sakura94

empty
Nov 26, 2020
673
I got it setup but was too terrified to go through with it. It's scary when standing on a chair even just holding the rope in your hand. I saw videos here of a girl who did it wrong and was suffocating.
 
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NotOkay_

The damage is done, so i guess I’ll be leaving
Dec 2, 2020
238
I got it setup but was too terrified to go through with it. It's scary when standing on a chair even just holding the rope in your hand. I saw videos here of a girl who did it wrong and was suffocating.
Bruh
 
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Lady black

Lady black

35 male, central Europe, German speaking
Oct 22, 2018
1,192
Sorry that you are still here. Full suspension is really quick it only took me a few seconds to pass out, but I was rescued...
 
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