I'm alive, but I feel like I died.

[SadMonster725]

Something just happened. Worse--way, way worse has happened to me; but for some reason, I don't want to talk about what happened because I don't want to think about what happened. I feel numb and I want to stay numb, but it's weird. Never have I ever felt like this before.

 

[AbyssalAlien]

Thats shock. You dissociate.

 

[tankapi]

I get it. I wish I didn't, but I get it.

 

[KillingPain267]

I died over a year ago

 

[maniac116]

Honestly it sounds like you do want to talk about as evidenced by your post.
What happened, if you don't mind me asking?