I'm afraid of failing SN because I can't go to the hospital

[elacnt]

I did some research about this and I couldn't find a topic that talked exactly about my concern.
But if there's any older posts about it, please let me know.

I'm considering SN as a CTB method. I saw that you can fully recover from it if your attempt fail, but you have to go to the hospital.
But I can't go to the hospital, I live alone and I don't have family near me, no one would or could take responsibility over me to take me home. So if I go to the hospital after failing my attempt they'd put me in a psych hospital and that's the last thing I want/need. It would just cause me even more pain and trouble than what I'm already having to deal with.
So I wanna know if there's any chance I can do anything to recover by myself in case of failing? I saw that the antidote is Methylene Blue, which I can find in pharmacies. Could I take it by myself? Would it work if I did?

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

Maybe. I don't know. I would buy some electrolytes and a lot of bottled water and some food that's gentle on the stomach before attempting.

 

[Soul]

Hello @elacnt. I'm sorry you're contemplating such things. Most people lately prepare two or three doses of SN to take in case they spew the first; I don't think I've ever seen anyone consider having an antidote on hand. Some people have simply slept the SN off and felt lousy the next day.

I don't know if you'd be in any shape to prepare and ingest the antidote if you were messed up enough to need it. But I'll see what google has to say about how to use it ...

Voila! https://www.cardiosmart.org/Healthwise/d011/28/d01128

 

[elacnt]

Hello @elacnt. I'm sorry you're contemplating such things. Most people lately prepare two or three doses of SN to take in case they spew the first; I don't think I've ever seen anyone consider having an antidote on hand. Some people have simply slept the SN off and felt lousy the next day.

I don't know if you'd be in any shape to prepare and ingest the antidote if you were messed up enough to need it. But I'll see what google has to say about how to use it ...

Voila! https://www.cardiosmart.org/Healthwise/d011/28/d01128

Thanks a lot!

 

[Halo13]

Not sure if that would work but wanted to add I understand your situation. I had to tough through my last two attempts (not SN) and recover alone at home. It's really rough being in a situation where you simply cannot go to the hospital due to responsibilities, no family, bills, maintaining a home etc.

 

[elacnt]

I think it's crucial to be clear about before attempting to catch the bus: do you wanna success or do you wanna fail? If you follow the proper instructions your chances of failing are minimum. But if you aren't completely decided and you don't have the option of a correct health care in case you regret please step back and reconsider your options.

Of course I wanna succeed, but I also have to deal with all the possibilities. I always think about the worst that can happen, and since I also have really bad luck anything can happen.
So If there's even the slight chance of a fail attempt, I have to know how to deal with that and be backed up in every way.
I have a really good health insurance, and I said my fear is that I just can't go to the hospital because I can't be put in a psych hospital for several reasons, not because I don't have insurance.

Not sure if that would work but wanted to add I understand your situation. I had to tough through my last two attempts (not SN) and recover alone at home. It's really rough being in a situation where you simply cannot go to the hospital due to responsibilities, no family, bills, maintaining a home etc.

Exactly! I can't be put in a psych hospital. I already lost almost everything I have, if that happened to me I'd lose the minimum that's still left ):
So I have to think about every scenario of a failed attempt, because I don't know if it's possible to take SN 3x and fail. Idk if I'm gonna be able to take more than one mixture. So if it's possible to fail, I have to deal with the possibility and have a plan for it that won't involve going to a hospital.

 

[Ghost2211]

If done right it won't fail. if it Fails you would need to go to a hospital.

 

[elacnt]

Wh

If done right it won't fail. if it Fails you would need to go to a hospital.

What happens if I don't go to the hospital?

 

[Ghost2211]

Wh


What happens if I don't go to the hospital?

We don't know. Nobody has done it, but I would worry about tissue or organ death.