Venting im addicted to anger

[Lunareonn]

im addicted to anger. i seek it out, i listen tl music that wakes memories that make me extremely mad, i think abojt people who have treated me wrong to make myself angry
i hate it, bjt it feels so good.

can anylne relate at all? i hope im not tve only one

 

[borderline-feline]

You're not the only one. I feel empty if I'm not angry, because that anger makes me feel like I actually stand for something and have some semblance of an identity. I have a tendency to do things that I know are gonna trigger my borderline rage. I know that it's bad for me, but I'm pretty prone to impulsive behavior that harms me.

 

[iwantdeath6969]

i feel like this too, anger towards myself especially.

 

[SunnysSunset]

Me too. I'm afraid of feeling depressed and numb, so instead I turn towards anger. At least that way I can feel something.