Venting I’m a failure

[flutebloom]

I failed at the one job we are all supposed to do easily which is just be a human being. I can't even do that.

I'm trapped in a terrible life with no escape. I made stupid choices and ended up with permanent damage.

My life could be used as a commercial for exactly what not to do.

 

[LittleMagician]

I failed at the one job we are all supposed to do easily which is just be a human being. I can't even do that.

I'm trapped in a terrible life with no escape. I made stupid choices and ended up with permanent damage.

My life could be used as a commercial for exactly what not to do.

yup same my life is a textbook failure, smart autistic kid turns into burnt out useless adult lol bringing life into this world is the most selfish thing a person can do

 

[flutebloom]

yup same my life is a textbook failure, smart autistic kid turns into burnt out useless adult lol bringing life into this world is the most selfish thing a person can do

I had so much potential too. It's really sad

 

[Haematemesis]

I had so much potential too. It's really sad

i believe in an absolute determinism, if it's going to relieve you i can say that it was never to happen anyway

 

[flutebloom]

i believe in an absolute determinism, if it's going to relieve you i can say that it was never to happen anyway

That helps me accept death as my only option. I just wish I had access to a good method.