I did in 2005 by overdosing valium, but I failed; my homies took me the hospital and they made a lil hole in my back spinal cord. I realized the club rejected me, duh ... may be the club is an exclusive myth haha
I'm 43 now and still suicidal, probably I'm gonna make it until 47 or 48 cateris paribus. I prefer no SAD (Sudden Adult Death)