ill never find peace till I ctb

[2106lvsk]

I really wish I could just be happy but I see no other option. I don't even know why I'm unhappy, I have it better than most people. my uncles gonna fully pay for me to go to med school and I've basically everything I want yet I still feel so empty and depressed and anxious. living just feels so painful

 

[Yknot]

I don't know your story and what causes your depression and anxiety. But I've had and have dark periods in my life, some longer than others. When I was younger I missed the ability to put things in perspective. I guess thats partially due to brain development until the age of 25 or 30 or so. Like problems always seem bigger when you are in bed, same thing. But I've also had good periods. Some longer than others. There are two options. Ignore the better days because you know it will only get worse. Or accept dark times and trust that better days will come. I'm stil trying the second option, not always easy.