
ushina_mashi
The pain it still remains and I'll just get denied
- Mar 13, 2025
- 2
For the past year honestly my life has been the best it has ever been (untill recently), after years of thinking about ending it all every single day I found a reason to go on, I even got back to school after not attending at all for months but I don't think it's worth it anymore. I feel like everyone I know would be far better off if I wasn't alive. I can't stand seeing the only person I care about suffer anymore and being unable to do anything only making things worse. I've ruined everything and I don't think there's anything I could realistically do as of right now to make things better. I wish I had the courage to end it before I got too hopeful and thought it could be good.