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ushina_mashi

ushina_mashi

The pain it still remains and I'll just get denied
Mar 13, 2025
1
For the past year honestly my life has been the best it has ever been (untill recently), after years of thinking about ending it all every single day I found a reason to go on, I even got back to school after not attending at all for months but I don't think it's worth it anymore. I feel like everyone I know would be far better off if I wasn't alive. I can't stand seeing the only person I care about suffer anymore and being unable to do anything only making things worse. I've ruined everything and I don't think there's anything I could realistically do as of right now to make things better. I wish I had the courage to end it before I got too hopeful and thought it could be good.
 
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MercenariesofMidgar

MercenariesofMidgar

Mankind Remains Unforgiven.
Nov 30, 2024
266
<3333

I hope you can find the strength to continue and find happiness within life friend. I feel the exact same way. My life felt so great but still, my mind still tells me to end it all. I cannot be the man that was required of me.
 
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