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gantaigarashi

gantaigarashi

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Aug 1, 2023
138
Hi guys,

This is the regimen I'll be using to CTB today

Day 1

10:00 20mg domperidone

18:00 20mg domperidone

2:00 20mg domperidone

Day 2 (Today)

All my schedule got messed up because of laziness.

13:00 20mg domperidone (woke up late)

14:00 had last meal of protein shake.

17:00: took viagra to have sex with an escort one last time

18:30 20mg domperidone

1:00: water fast

2:00 1000mg paracetamol

2:15 3x20mg domperidone, 100mg propranolol

2:45 Drink 15mg etizolam and 3mg clonazepam , then apply mocupain gel to numb my tounge

3:00 25gm SN drink. I'll be preparing another cup incase i vomit.

I think I'm going to have bad nausea and will vomit.

I'm using SN from sn*pde*l. I hope it'll be as painless as possible.

I'll update you guys how i feel when I take SN.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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I hope you find peace. Good luck!
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

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I hope you find the freedom you search for, best wishes.
 
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Kiiiishore

Kiiiishore

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He brother you helped me a lot
You answered my every irritating questions
You are really kind man
In a few weeks I'm also coming let's meet there if possible
SN from sn*pde*l is 97% pure and you've already tested it, so it's legit
I hope everything goes well
today is your day I wish you peaceful journey brother
🤜🏽🤛🏽
 
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Peaceful journey to the freedom you search.
 
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Traveller12724

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May you find the peace you seek, best of luck to you man!
 
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locked*n*loaded

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I hope everything works out as planned for you and that, at the end, you'll finally have the peace you've been missing.
 
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gantaigarashi

gantaigarashi

Wageslave
Aug 1, 2023
138
He brother you helped me a lot
You answered my every irritating questions
You are really kind man
In a few weeks I'm also coming let's meet there if possible
SN from sn*pde*l is 97% pure and you've already tested it, so it's legit
I hope everything goes well
today is your day I wish you peaceful journey brother
🤜🏽🤛🏽
See you space cowboy
 
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ItsyBitsyWeetard

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i hope everything works out and u find the peace u desire man! cya <3
 
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BARIZON

BARIZON

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Nov 13, 2020
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You should take more benzos after you drink the sn
 
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Soontobegoner

Student
Feb 4, 2024
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You are Indian right?... Doesn't matter though... In current moment whole universe belongs to you
May peace be with you. May you will find happiness in those last moments that had been eluding you for forever. Don't think of it as an end but new beginning
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
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I wish you a peaceful journey. May you find your ethernal peace ❤️
 
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gantaigarashi

gantaigarashi

Wageslave
Aug 1, 2023
138
You are Indian right?... Doesn't matter though... In current moment whole universe belongs to you
May peace be with you. May you will find happiness in those last moments that had been eluding you for forever. Don't think of it as an end but new beginning
Yes, I'm indian.

Thanks man
How many hours until you take sn?
Right now it's 11:30pm here, I'll take it at 3am
 
BARIZON

BARIZON

BARIZON 1st of His Name
Nov 13, 2020
230
If you dont feel like doing it today theres no problem brother
 
gantaigarashi

gantaigarashi

Wageslave
Aug 1, 2023
138
If you dont feel like doing it today theres no problem brother
I think I will. I have prepared my SN and benzos drink. I'll be drinking them in 15 mins.

I hope it'll be painless.

I'm watching a new anime called binchotan. It's such a good one
 
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BARIZON

BARIZON 1st of His Name
Nov 13, 2020
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It's nice you have access to benzos, they sure help easing the travel, hope you are at peace with your decision.
Bichotan? Never heard of it, it's been so long since ive watched any anime, Naruto was the anime of my life xd, and I still read one piece I jave been reading it for so long, will not stop now.


Don't you have something to help with the sn after taste? I'm thinking about chewing gum top alliviate the salty taste and also help with anxiety.
 
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gantaigarashi

gantaigarashi

Wageslave
Aug 1, 2023
138
It's nice you have access to benzos, they sure help easing the travel, hope you are at peace with your decision.
Bichotan? Never heard of it, it's been so long since ive watched any anime, Naruto was the anime of my life xd, and I still read one piece I jave been reading it for so long, will not stop now.


Don't you have something to help with the sn after taste? I'm thinking about chewing gum top alliviate the salty taste and also help with anxiety.
Binchotan is an old anime. It's about the daily life of an orphan girl. Quite wholesome.

I'm using benzocaine gel around my mouth and tounge to numb those places.
I drank my 1st glass
I drank my 1st glass
It's salty af but I think the numbing gel made it better. It's like I just drank one spoon of salt water
It's salty af but I think the numbing gel made it better. It's like I just drank one spoon of salt water
 
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BARIZON 1st of His Name
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Hey, are you still with us?
 
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BARIZON

BARIZON

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Nov 13, 2020
230
By now I guess the SN already knocked you down, I hope you have as easy a ride as possible. 🕯️🕊️
 
Zanmato

Zanmato

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Apr 4, 2024
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I think you have already drink it.
I'm sorry that life pushed you to do this
Hope it didn't hurt
May you find your peace, now
 

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