Venting I'll attempt soon

[pace_of_the_future]

I'm going to attempt in a span of two weeks.

I don't know how to feel about it.
I'm neither happy nor sad now, just in a state of "whatever"... I don't know....wish myself luck

 

[firewoodduck]

are you still here?

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best, I hope that you find the freedom you search for.

 

[reyonrays]

Good luck, hope you find what you are looking for! sending love

 

[pace_of_the_future]

are you still here?

I am. I'm thinking. The thought of doing it soothes my mind a little. My mind tries to make me forget about it. I won't

 

[reyonrays]

I am. I'm thinking. The thought of doing it soothes my mind a little. My mind tries to make me forget about it. I won't

I also feel that way, i don't know what it actually is going to be like when i'm going to attempt it. But the thought of it alone feels good.
Sooner or later, everyone is going to face death, mine just is around the corner. I feel happy, and sad at the same time, especially against my mom. Love her so much, and going to spend as much time as i can with her.