If you're reading this, I just drank my first SN solution

[Anon_Guy]

Title.

I got in a hotel, took a shower, sent scheculed mesages for the people I love on Monday.
The moment I publish this, I drank my first SN solution.
I didn't eat for the whole day.
I don't have any supplementary drugs whatsoever, no meto or benzo.
I tried but it's too hard and long to wait compared to SN.
The moment I got my SN I've wanted to do it, I'm too weak and impatient, I couldn't wait any longer.
I've heard a lot of people have succeeded with only SN, I have to be one of them.
If I have to, I'll throw up a dozen times and make enough SN drinks until I have no grams left.
I need to be long gone by Sunday.
I'll try to update about me feeling dizzy, throwing up, making a second SN solution or laying down.
Taste disgusting
ready to thow up
I have a vomt bag
two more SN drinks are already prepared just in case
now we wait
in 10 minutes I should be unconcious
*12
I don't feel throwing up

 

[CatLvr]

Please remember there is no shame if you change your mind. I do hope you find the peace you are striving for. Know we are all here for you and want you to be comfortable. My heart goes with you.

 

[Anon_Guy]

i think my head is getting hot tho, might be stress
oh, i feel like i'll throw up
i'm burping

 

[rozeske]

I hope it's a well thought out decision. Peace be on your journey.

 

[Kalista]

leave well

 

[Anon_Guy]

nothing happening, no throwing up or unconscious, should i drink one more?

 

[needthebus]

no, don't
I'm so sorry life has been so hard.

If that's a picture of you, you have incredible hair.

I'm sorry you've chosen this and hope things aren't distressful, given that only part of the peaceful pill handbook method is being followed

methyl blue is the antidote, but often it doesn't work even when you request help immediately.
<3 for u friend and virtual hugs. I wish this world had been easier on all of us.

(had mentioned some other stuff here, but edited since no reply)

edited after no reply for a while: given that you haven't replied i am worried you have passed. please update us if you are there. <3 for u

edited, still no reply sorry if you are gone and that things were so hard, i hope you are in peace now if you've left us.

 

[OptingOutSmiling]

I hope you are in peace, wherever you are, sending love to where you find yourself.

 

[Forveleth]

One hour since last post. Hopefully you found your peace.

 

[whywere]

I 1005 agree with others here, put everything down the rain and get a good night rest.

CTB is one and done, no do overs ever.

I am 100% pro-choice, however, on this occasion, I get such a very strong feeling that you should reconsider, as you are family on here and the sun will come up in the morning with a new bright day and everyone here will still be wanting to know that you are ok and still with us here.

I have had 2 attempts and looking back, especially at the last one, I had a 100% meltdown emotionally and I regret my actions that led to 2 weeks in a hospital and nasty court fight about me being commented to a state-run facility for at least one year.

Lots of hugs and hope that you are doing great.

Walter

 

[SVEN]

Every good wish to you, I hope you have achieved your desires and are at peace.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I hope you found peace.

 

[justcallmeJ]

i hope you are at peace <3

 

[Kyotospade]

Rest in peace

 

[Princess_Kitty]

I hope you've found peace!

 

[AviG]

Rest now

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best, I hope that you find the relief you search for.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

May peace be yours.

 

[APeacefulPlace]

May you rest peacefully now.

 

[GoSan1]

I hope you are now where you always wanted to be.

 

[taysontheory]

 

[opheliaoveragain]

nothing but love and peace

 

[human909]

I wish you good luck and i hope you find the peace you've been searching for.

 

[waistcoat]

This was a heart breaking post, I hope you went peacefully, you will be missed by us all.

 

[depressedinsomniac]

this post hit hard....i am happy for them...it's such a hard thing to do....

 

[unscrewedmoon999]

May you have found peace. Rest well.

 

[outrider567]

no posts since 2:47 AM, rest in peace

 

[alivebutnotliving]

<33 rest well

 

[ihatemyselfwanttodi]

Rest well I'm sorry I didn't respond to your last message in time.

 

[yearofluigi]

Goodbye and rest well