Jumper Geo
Life's a bitch and then you die.
- Feb 23, 2020
- 2,910
OK that's what the futures holds try to do as much as you can and see before ctb. Good luck
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OK that's what the futures holds try to do as much as you can and see before ctb. Good luck
faust
lost among the stars
- Jan 26, 2020
- 3,138
Too much to see on lockdown so everything will go not as it was planned :)
InTheAirTonight
I tried
- Feb 29, 2020
- 475
FireFox
Enlightened
- Apr 8, 2020
- 1,919
Money is not everything . There was very sad story on the BBC about a British millionaire called peter smedly who went to digntas. He went to digntas because he was suffering from motor nuerone disease a terminal illnes which wastes your muscles eventually you will lose your ablity to walk and talk , eat but the brain works well . There is no cure It is the illness that steven hawking and lou ghering had . It is also called ALS. In the UK we tend to use the term Motor nuerone diseae.
He had all the money but it couldnt cure him of this awful disease.
Yes the lottery would solve my problems. i would use the money to start my life again.
1) i would pay off my student loan
2) I would feel more confident in doing in another degree as i will never have to worry about the debt. Retrain in tech or in to academia
I would buy a house and move to different country maybe in the netherlands or beligium. Where nobody knows who i am
I wont tell anyone about the money except for closet family.Last edited:
Jumper Geo
Life's a bitch and then you die.
- Feb 23, 2020
- 2,910
Jesus Faust it won't last forever we will be released sooner or later woohhoo iwe will need to get ready fpr the second wave sooner or later. But we have to continue lifeFor the most part yes - it would let me pay off my large outstanding debts and make it possible for me to flout the healthcare system so my wife can receive the ongoing care she needs.
willitpass
The awful things we do to make the head go quiet
- Mar 10, 2020
- 3,397
no, my problems would be just as bad, if not worse. i'd still have issues with eating and self harm, id still feel just as lonely if not more so. the only thing it would change is that i would have something to leave behind
faust
lost among the stars
- Jan 26, 2020
- 3,138
I plan to leave the world in June or July or in worst-case scenario in August. Today is 10th May Greenwich time meaning that I have a few months. I have no job, no social welfare, no money for a trip. Lifting starts on 18th May meaning that I have 8 days less and can try looking for a job again. If I find a job, e.g. on 25th May it means that it will take 2 months to save money for a trip. In this case the trip will be the earliest from 26th July meaning that it is already a deadline. 1-2 weeks and I can forget about the trip forever.
RayoSinSol
I can’t ignore the abyss. It is real.
- Mar 26, 2020
- 108
I'd still be super fucked up, but at least I'd be rich enough to buy some land in a super remote location, become self-sufficient, and never have to interact with other human beings ever again.
And if I ever wanted to die still, I could just build my own personal lab to make N, so I'd never have to worry about getting scammed or having it seized. Could even help others out before I go.Last edited:Yeah maybe. I'd at least know that if my husband divorced me I'd have a way to survive. I could just get a small house somewhere remote and stay there and talk to nobody, grow my own food, and just be at peace in nature all by myself. That seems like a good alternative to dying if I lost everything I have now.
Jumper Geo
Life's a bitch and then you die.
- Feb 23, 2020
- 2,910
Pofife jesus al I said was
Haha these pro lifer what you gonna do with them lol
lolYes . All i need is more money to do my surgeries
Jumper Geo
Life's a bitch and then you die.
- Feb 23, 2020
- 2,910
Faust I have plenty of money so I am happy to ctb with you if you want to join me with my partners the interesting thing is having a good booze up before. don't worry I will pay the tab.lol and drink the SN the next night.
Tell me your details and the hotel is booked.
You know I'm in London UK
Cheers
Geo
faust
lost among the stars
- Jan 26, 2020
- 3,138
Getting drunk the night before does not seem a very good idea, but thank you :)
If you have money, how about going to SA or Mexico to have a good time and buy N?
Jumper Geo
Life's a bitch and then you die.
- Feb 23, 2020
- 2,910
I have a lot of money but I'm not going to get into discussions of how rich I am, lol I am self made man I studied and I studied and I studied the way. I want to die peacefully I was a member of PPH but I left with a full refund, lol, i'[m not an idiot.
I would like N now it's 5 times stenght but i have always been aware of the scsms but i trust you if you can get it.
Cheers Geo
Arrow
Rewrite
- May 1, 2020
- 767
honestly yes if i won a 100 million lottery i'd just live a relatively minimalist life and not work and i'd be infinitely happier. i'd still have my problems though...
BigLucs
M-23 NC. Don't want to turn 24.
- Apr 30, 2020
- 58
Money would definitely help the situation. It would ease my mind and allow me to pay for tests and procedures though it wouldn't solve all my problems.It would smooth some of the rough edges of life but wouldn't change my wanting to leave it. I could have financial freedom, money for those I care about, plastic surgery and have fun shopping and travelling. At the end of the day though I'd still look around and see a world I don't want to live in.
disabledandhopeless
Enlightened
- Mar 1, 2020
- 1,893
Yes it might solve my problems.. I'll get the best doctors to look at me and pay for the best treatments available with that money. Maybe I can start all over again.
Oh_dear_how_Gastly
*clutches pearls*
- Apr 30, 2020
- 36
It would significantly improve my quality of life, solve most of my anxiety problems, and extend my life span significantly. I might still ctb when I get old but that would mainly be because I need that control over my death. I would still have my mental illnesses but god damn would life be so much better if I had my own beautiful house near some water or in the woods or just somewhere remote where I can enjoy nature, go swimming, play with my dogs, raise chickens, have a cute garden, have cozy lazy days just playing video games or watching Netflix. That would make me stay.
puppy9
au revoir
- Jun 13, 2019
- 1,238
Yeah it helps a lot. 100k is more than enough for me. 10 million seems like an overkill.
Cosmiq
Student
- May 7, 2020
- 197
If I won a lot of money it would solve a lot of problems but wouldn't stop me from being suicidal. It actually might make me feel a bit more at ease actually.
I could actually make so my family friends and such were really better off. And I could go out in whatever extreme way that I want.
terry_a_davis
Warlock
- Dec 28, 2019
- 707
I would be fun to be so rich so yeh i think i would probably stop thinking about ctb.
ghostgirl1995
Experienced
- Apr 18, 2020
- 237
No but it would help me have a calmer cbt! That's for sureI have fought the mental health service here in the U.K. for so long without help ... I wonder if I had money and access to private therapy / treatment if it would work and I would feel better .... I think I would try these options if I had the financial means .
However I don't do the lottery or gamble so I guess I'll never have the chance to win .....Definitely not! No amount of money will ever make me happy. Money can't buy happiness or heal grief
Bct
Disqualified from Being Human
- Apr 20, 2020
- 419
It will solve my monetary problems but perhaps I'll still feel lonely. Maybe I could bear with it for a while before I decide to CTB peacefully with N.
a.n.kirillov
velle non discitur
- Nov 17, 2019
- 1,831
Certainly, yes. It would be stressful for a while to set the whole thing up, investing, hiring the necessary people to manage everything ... but then, yes.
My problem is inability to find work I can cope with.
Nyxx33
Member
- May 8, 2020
- 94
Yes please. Get my shit together and pursue what is in my heart. No worries about career.Similar threads
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