Well, you didn't say that before now. My comments were based on the notion that there are quite a few members who seemingly die after taking SN, but there's no real way of verifying if that actually happened, or if they're lying in a hospital bed somewhere, or possibly locked-up in a mental facility, or even if they just made everything up and decided to "stage" an exit to leave SaSu. Not sure why his psychologist would divulge something like that to you, though, as they're bound by ethics rules. Regardless, if your friend did pass away, I truly hope they're at peace.