Discussion If you must give up your CTB in your whole life...

[Blue Rose]

I have a question to everybody in SS...
If you must give up your CTB in your whole life, What would happen or How would you live on?

Once, I had considered my option to give up my CTB for a long time at least. Of course, it was discarded soon.
But I asked myself, Hey If yourself MUST give up your CTB in your whole life for some reasons, how could you live on in this hellish life?

Surely I would harm myself everyday with various means, cursing my fate everyday so.
I would feel that all hopes had gone, I would consider myself as a dead in alive.

Life is very, very hard and cruel. Maybe I will be forced into giving up my CTB in my whole life by some accidents or events.

I am scared.

 

[Life_and_Death]

im guessing no more difficult then it would be now. my disorders are confusing and thats my best explanation

 

[BeansOfRequirement]

Be a NEET and live with parents until they die and then live on the streets and die of dehydration or drugs. Yaaay, life is so precious thx 4 the gift.

 

[Natty]

I would just start drinking again. Without question, it's the only substance or drug that actually releases some of the stress.

 

[Mentalmick]

I would probably evolve into some hideous tentacle demon with an unhealthy interest in Japanese women.

 

[muffin222]

I don't know, honestly. The suicidal thoughts have accompanied me for so long that I almost don't WANT them to fully vanish. If the option to ctb was completely erased. I'd probably take up daily weed smoking again.

 

[FarAcrossTheWater]

I would probably evolve into some hideous tentacle demon with an unhealthy interest in Japanese women.

What the fuck.

 

[Mentalmick]

What the fuck.

They've got to go somewhere. Going by anime, those tentacles are for one thing, and one thing only.