If you had no time to plan

[rottingaway26]

If you couldn't get the materials you needed to do a more certain plan and could only use what was available to you in your house, what would you do

 

[halfwaydown2]

I'd go to the airport, get the next flight to London Gatwick, take the train to Eastbourne, and take a nice walk along the cliffs of Beachy Head.

 

[Zeusman8506]

I would watch 1000 ways to die some of them are pretty much doable

 

[QueerMelancholy]

If what I had available to me was my only option I'd probably drink drain cleaner. If I absolutely had nothing else. It's hard to think about. Resorting to violence like that. It sounds painful. But too many ppl CTB violently because society has made suicide such an ugly topic to discuss. You have people falling out of the sky and it gets harder to go out peacefully day by day. It's kinda fucked up to really think about it.

 

[mouseteacup]

In my house? I wouldn't have ideal materials to do the night-night method, but I could probably come up with something using a belt (I'd just have to make it tight all at once, I guess) and some tightly rolled t-shirts.

Alternatively, there's a bridge within walking distance. It's not over water, and it's really not as high as I'd like it to be, but trains run through there. I'd figure out the schedule and jump before a train was meant to go through.

 

[Maeve]

Probably would bbq in the cellar

 

[Sweet Tart]

If what I had available to me was my only option I'd probably drink drain cleaner. If I absolutely had nothing else. It's hard to think about. Resorting to violence like that. It sounds painful. But too many ppl CTB violently because society has made suicide such an ugly topic to discuss. You have people falling out of the sky and it gets harder to go out peacefully day by day. It's kinda fucked up to really think about it.

I think about doing this as a last resort. It seems awful but it's available.

 

[QueerMelancholy]

Yeah it's disgusting to think about drinking cleaning products. I hate that society would rather we fight ourselves every second until we CBT than respect our humanity.

 

[ihatethisplanet]

Probably make my way to the train tracks around here. I'd have to wait for the AmTrak though as I don't know if a freight train would do the job.

 

[Freyja13]

If I had ABSOLUTELY no time to plan and could only use things available in my house and I was in that frame of mind where it felt like this was my only escape I would swallow all my pills, pour myself a hot bath, climb in, and slit my wrists as fucking hard as I could. Obviously that's not ideal and so many things could go wrong. If I could leave the house but still had no time to plan I'd just walk up to the highway and step out in front of a semi going 90km/h. Pretty sure that'd do the trick lmao.

None of you better get any ideas from this or I swear to god I'll come back and kill you again myself. >:c

 

[Forever Sleep]

In my house- with no planning? There's nothing much left except partial hanging- or, I once thought about cutting off my hand with an electric saw- don't think I could do either to be honest. I think I'd be more likely to travel somewhere I could jump.

 

[brainwormz]

I would watch 1000 ways to die some of them are pretty much doable

Heh rig chainsaw so it's on without interaction and spin it like a lasso from the cord to impress a cute girl would be an epic way to go. Never thought of that dumb show as a tutorial before.

Mine would work probably.

 

[FuneralCry]

I really doubt that I'd ever be able to successfully ctb in a situation like that, unfortunately suicide just isn't easy in this world, if it was so straightforward to just leave with no planning and limited supplies then I would had left a long time ago. To me trying to ctb with household supplies just sounds like it would lead to failure and I just think that a lack of planning in general sounds like it would lead to more suffering.

 

[_Alfarooq_]

I'd go to the airport, get the next flight to London Gatwick, take the train to Eastbourne, and take a nice walk along the cliffs of Beachy Head.

And then jump?

 

[busybee]

Any attempt I could do would be a one way ticket to grippy sock jail.

 

[UKscotty]

Hanging, which I am sure how I will go once I get the guts.

People can hang themselves with almost anything and it only takes a couple of minutes.

If I can go calm and planned, I will chose H2S or CO in my car or tent, chilling watching a movie and pass out forever.

 

[leloyon]

Either hanging with a belt or head to the nearest train station.

 

[FindingHome]

Go to the bridge that's 10 minutes away from my home and jump.

 

[Holu]

Thought I am a profound believer that we should die as peacefully, humane, and as painless as possible I had a dream where I got hospitalized and bit my tongue off to bleed to death. It's such a dramatic and needlessly painful death and that resonates with me for some reason. But if I really had no choice I'd probably try and kill myself using shoe laces and shoes to try and night-night method my self

 

[StarFaded]

I was really counting on having the SN method available to me when I needed it but since IC has been shut down, I'm fucked with options.

I could hang myself or drown in the bathtub. Both are methods I've looked into and have materials for but I rather not since they're not as effective as SN.

 

[LonelyKitten]

Honest answer? Probably constantly panic and procrastinate until I miss my chance to do it before getting involuntarily hospitalized.

Idealized scenario?
Have the balls to fly somewhere far away from the place I hate and figure out some way, any way, to die before I'm picked up by any authorities for missing. Probably try to find somewhere secluded to starve, or jump off of something tall? Everything is really fenced off these days everywhere, so it's hard to die without proper planning.
I always keep a scalpel around, but the more I think about trying to hit an artery, the harder survival instinct just blocks me down.