If you had access to any common recreational/addictive/abused drug, would you do it? Which ones would you take?

[Droso]

I already smoke weed, so personally I would. Since I've decided to CTB, I think I would go ahead and do a lot of them. LSD, Molly, DXM, DMT, mushrooms, salvia, heroin, cocaine and then fentanyl to end it all. Would be a fun way to go out ngl.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Used to smoke weed. Quit in my mid twenties. Smoked both opium and hash. I've dropped acid a few times. Used speed a few times. Used to drink a lot, too. Never any coke, although I shot my brother-in-law up once because he just couldn't himself. Certainly never heroin or crack. Stopped weed around 23 and drinking around 27. I'm 59 now. Would never go back. I don't even like taking aspirin. I had shingles once, got prescribed percocets, took them for one day, and threw the rest out.

 

[Forveleth]

My life is so bad I want to kill myself. Definitely do not need to make it worse with an addiction.

 

[daysnumbered]

I would try them all except opiates.

 

[Crematoryy]

Crystallized methamphetamine.

 

[whywere]

Back in the late 1970's I had a friend who dropped acid, along with other substances and what I saw scared the hell out of me and never ever for me. I remember one night in the summer, his sister waving me down as I was driving down a street and asking me to help find her brother. We found him in the middle of a busy street, sweating, his eyes where HUGE and he did not know anything. After that experience he quit the acid, as he had to choose between my friendship or drugs, I could not stand by and lose my only friend in this world at the time.

Yes, I am on Hydromorphone, but I track it, write down when I take any and watch it VERY closely, as the chronic pain gets so bad and is there 24/7, as without something I would ctb. Yes, I am NOT tough, as I cannot handle life with the feeling of knives stabbing me all the time, nope, no can do.

I always have felt that a person, 100% pro-choice, should be able to choose what they want to do, however one should remember that responsibility goes along with those decisions.

Hugs to everyone here,

Walter

 

[olumlazim]

I wouldn't be able to do it as I live with my parents. I don't think I could do it outside too so I'm going to say no

 

[JesiBel]

I have an aversion to drugs. I want them away from me.

 

[charcoalcat]

I already smoke weed, so personally I would. Since I've decided to CTB, I think I would go ahead and do a lot of them. LSD, Molly, DXM, DMT, mushrooms, salvia, heroin, cocaine and then fentanyl to end it all. Would be a fun way to go out ngl.

You'll feel so good you start thinking life ain't that bad after all.

 

[noheart]

Smoke cannabis frequently. Mushrooms every so often. Have a tab of lsd but havent tried it yet. The reason I havent is I am on a glp drug (retatrutide) and not sure how it would effect it but will prolly take it soon.

I am literally open to anything at this point.

 

[divinemistress87]

Dmt from the frog cause I heard its only 20 min long and a spiritual experience. Its speculated dmt is released in the brain during ndes. I would love to get a shit ton of Morphine so I could kill myself

 

[StrugglingSienna]

Have done plenty of LSD, MDMA, ketamine, DMT, mescaline, 2-CB, weed, and formerly meth throughout my life. Still want to die!

 

[Chr0nicAnhedonic]

Addicted to weed, but most of the harder stuff sounds pretty awful. Curious about DMT and shrooms though, they sound fun.

 

[divinemistress87]

Have done plenty of LSD, MDMA, ketamine, DMT, mescaline, 2-CB, weed, and formerly meth throughout my life. Still want to die!

What was dmt like?

 

[StrugglingSienna]

What was dmt like?

The most indescribably beautiful psychedelic experience that is possible in this world. It will really show you just how powerful the mind is (extremely powerful). If you take enough (2 to 3 big hits from a DMT vape or bong), you are guaranteed to have an out-of-body experience in which your entire visual field is hallucinations, whether your eyes are open or closed, it doesn't matter, and it is very common to feel as though you are coming into contact with "entities" who are generally loving and trying to communicate something to you, which you will understand at the time, and then immediately forget once you come out of the experience.

I hope everyone gets to try this substance before they die. Even though I am still suicidal, it is a uniquely beautiful experience and I'm glad I got to have it.

 

[ladylazarus4]

I said yes, but probably only for a psychedelic.

The most indescribably beautiful psychedelic experience that is possible in this world. It will really show you just how powerful the mind is (extremely powerful). If you take enough (2 to 3 big hits from a DMT vape or bong), you are guaranteed to have an out-of-body experience in which your entire visual field is hallucinations, whether your eyes are open or closed, it doesn't matter, and it is very common to feel as though you are coming into contact with "entities" who are generally loving and trying to communicate something to you, which you will understand at the time, and then immediately forget once you come out of the experience.

I hope everyone gets to try this substance before they die. Even though I am still suicidal, it is a uniquely beautiful experience and I'm glad I got to have it.

DMT the way you describe it sounds sort of like a more intense version of how IV ketamine (treatment, so it's legal) feels to me, except that I only have visual hallucinations (feels like dreaming) when my eyes are closed.

 

[whywere]

Not ever being a downer, just food for thought is all, but DMT can cause serotonin syndrome disorder because it messes with serotonin in one's brain and I have had serotonin syndrome disorder, and it was the WORST HELL ON EARTH experience EVER. The sweating, the vomiting, the twitching all over the place, never ever again. I made the mistake of forgetting when I took my Celexa, and I wound up taking too much and all hell broke loose.

ER here I come and even with medical help the hours of having to go through it was pure HELL, never ever again ever.

For everyone here, please be safe and wise is all please, as everyone here are friends to/for me, and I just want the best for everyone always.

Walter

 

[vitbar]

Tried plenty. Haven't done any in a while. Would take mushrooms again. Can't take stimulants with my medication.