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SufferingInDenmark

Wizard
Feb 21, 2025
693
i still have some things i need to take care of, but maybe i would have,
in one of my post-seizure sufferings where i'm in immense pain and distraught.

but i have a few things i gotta take care of first here on earth... won't be too long tho, before i think the last day comes.
 
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ForeverCaHa

ForeverCaHa

Heartbroken Welshman
Feb 16, 2025
442
I would break every bone in my hand with the force I'd punch that button right now lol
 
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ma0

ma0

How did I get here?
Dec 20, 2024
667
Is grass green?
 
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Kbeau

Specialist
Jan 17, 2021
331
Oh yeah
 
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footballseason

Member
Mar 8, 2025
28
Let's see if I can figure out how to correctly attach an image to a comment 1000005400
 
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pyranha

Member
Mar 9, 2025
80
i'd do a couple of things first to make sure my place was clean and my animals fed, but after that, yeah i would've pressed it years ago
 
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Namelesa Graves

Namelesa Graves

Global Mod · Tar Soul-To-Be
Sep 21, 2024
2,485
Yes I would press it immediately cus I can't regret the decision afterwards since I would be dead and not desire or feel anything and my suffering would end which is what I want most.
 
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ctemourge

ctemourge

and by the time ur hearing this ill already b gone
Aug 14, 2023
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pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
4,074
Yes if it were 100% certain to kill me . or at least 99.9% . If a method were guaranteed to work , painless,very quick , and easy then i'd do it today. We had all that but they made anything that could be all those like hiring someone to help you with suicide into crimes.

only thing holding me back for now is fear of failing and remaining alive in a even worse condition. also scared of pain during an attempt.

I guess people don't know or understand the only reason something is a crime or illegal is because government monsters wrote and passed laws to make those things into crimes and or illegal and or very restricted.

guaranteed and painless are the most important to me . quick and easy important too but if i had the first 2 i would do it today .
 
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Michi_Violeta

Michi_Violeta

why couldn't it be me?
Feb 3, 2025
513
Absolutely. I was so pissed of last night when I found out a chloroquine overdose won't be reliable that I punched myself in the head. I'd do it right now, in a heartbeat. Gone, just let me go print my will.
 
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notreallybored

Specialist
Nov 26, 2024
328
ב''ה,
Please.
 
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ramon

ramon

Student
Aug 10, 2024
164
Smash Red Button GIF by Xbox
 
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Killmeonce

Member
Jul 8, 2024
40
The pope's catholic, right?
 
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sadsoni

sadsoni

will you hold me and stop me from shaking?
Feb 28, 2025
73
But of course yes.
 
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Rose Mine

Member
Mar 9, 2025
58
I would have been dead so long ago lol
 
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FrownyFace

FrownyFace

Is it suicide or sabotage you think
May 15, 2024
42
i still have some things i need to take care of, but maybe i would have,
in one of my post-seizure sufferings where i'm in immense pain and distraught.

but i have a few things i gotta take care of first here on earth... won't be too long tho, before i think the last day comes.
Yes. The only thing keeping me from dying is the fear of pain or failing. If I could just disappear, it'd be perfect
 
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blackIronPrison

blackIronPrison

Member
Mar 2, 2025
43
I would have pressed it well before I turned 16 lol
 
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LigottiIsRight

LigottiIsRight

Life is not worth beginning.
Jan 28, 2025
157
Undoubtedly yes, years ago.
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
3,066
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bobblong

Student
Mar 15, 2023
170
I'll wait when I have to retire and have no pension when I'm old.
 
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iw2begone

iw2begone

Cryptid
Mar 5, 2025
81
Yeah I would have, the main thing stopping me is fear of getting hurt and having to live with additional pain
 
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dead dav

dead dav

Specialist
Feb 27, 2025
301
Yes I would without hesitation
 
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amomentspeace

amomentspeace

Student
Mar 2, 2025
162
i wouldn't right now but I definetely would've earlier in life
 
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Cherry Crumpet

Cherry Crumpet

Hiraeth
May 7, 2018
281
I'm still indecisive and trying (hah!) to somehow make my life worth living. But if I coudl keep that magic button for when it's clearly past the point of no return...
 
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JesiBel

JesiBel

protoTYPE:4rp14
Dec 5, 2024
1,021
Sure, instead of hitting the alarm clock button I would press that one. I wouldn't miss such a good opportunity.
 
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Blueberry Panic

Blueberry Panic

The Gallow Rose
Jan 5, 2025
1,637
As soon as I read red button, I already pressed it .
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,193
I'd be long at peace, free from this cruel, torturous existence that always felt like a mistake to me, no matter what I'd always prefer to not exist than suffer all for the sake of it in this existence, to me existence itself really is the true problem, I see it as something so dreadful to be burdened with this existence that just causes all this suffering, for me non-existence really is all that's desirable and I always suffer so much from how I cannot just choose to permanently cease existing and never exist ever again.

Only non-existence can bring me peace and is all I hope for but more than anything I wish this existence was never imposed, I wish I was never forced into this existence of suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and it terrifies me how one can be tormented for so long in this futile existence just to die tortured by old age, it's just so cruel and dreadful to me, all I wish for is to sleep permanently, only non-existence can solve everything for me.
 
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DarknessWave

Having a panic attack right now..
Mar 10, 2025
112
I would go for it, definitely.
 
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FadingSnowFake

FadingSnowFake

Enlightened
Nov 25, 2024
1,485
Yes, I would have. Not now, not yet, but I would have same way I pictured taking SN when I was ready.
 
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dust-in-the-wind

dust-in-the-wind

Animal Lover
Aug 24, 2024
889
Absolutely YES
 
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