Venting If you could do 1 thing before ctb what would it be?

[Source Energy]

Once I get N, I will splurge my savings on a nice vacation. Somewhere I can try parasailing/ paragliding. Spend a day at a spa get a full body massage. Eat all my favorite foods, fries, ice cream, without worrying that I'd gain weight. That would be so nice. Where are you, peaceful pill?

 

[Yamada]

Probably experience my first time getting properly high again. I was young and at my lowest point in my life but I'll never be able to catch that high again and life won't be as enjoyable ever again realistically. Unfortunately that's not possible though.

 

[DukeDestroyer]

Their really isn't anything I'd like to do before I ctb. I don't care how long I live or when I die. I pretty much did everything that I'm capable of doing. This world just disgusts me.

 

[yufei]

该死的兄弟你吃了吗？quq

我已经告诉我的妈妈我想死了，吃不下饭

 

[ctbgurl]

For me id like to go diving in the deep ocean and be around all of the sea creatures and amazing sites. when i lived in japan I went swimming at the beaches and it was always very nice

Take as many people with me as I can.

 

[AnonymousRobin]

Take as many people with me as I can.

i dont agree with that at all im afraid :(

 

[markimobzzdeasui]

I would want to complete one book before killing myself.

 

[Gena]

Nothing. I just want out

 

[reverse03]

Play with or hold a cat until I pass out. Just the feeling of a sleeping cat with it's purr is enough to give me peace at that moment. I miss my old cat.

 

[annique]

make the sn drink taste like really sweet watermelon juice

 

[Hurt]

I would like to travel to another country before ctb but that's hard. Also I would like to do some hobby I used to enjoy in the past (like playing music or exercising) although I don't enjoy anything nowadays. My life is so depressing. Maybe knowing that my time is coming could make me enjoy doing some things.

 

[downndone2]

Win the lotto and then I wouldn't need to ctb

 

[Wormfood]

I'd want to lay in bed listening to sad music reflecting on good memories. I'd she'd tears, smile then ctb

 

[Kalista]

To hang out with the one person I care about for a day or two, and be close to her and simply enjoy one of the very last moments we'll have.

 

[Marine]

Experience mutual love

 

[Someday_Somehow32]

I'd like to publish a book. It could be the shittest book known to man, but hey, it would make me feel a little better.