if you could die tmr without pain, would you?

[lkjhgfdsa1]

Please comment your reasoning

If yes, what would be the last thing you'd do?

edit: ik this place is a suicide forum, but it still saddens me to see many "yes" answers. from the bottom of my heart, I really wish that you did not feel this way—
but I also do feel the same…

I could finally have a rest in my heart if I knew all this suffering would end tomorrow without any pain.

It's the pain and uncertainty of death that holds me in the constant fear of ctb.

 

[Freedomatlast24]

Tbh I don't enjoy much anymore, if I could go back in time & spend one last good day with my ex (when I was healthy, happy) I would.

 

[last3mos]

Yes. I have been coming to terms with this for years, and have my plans and hopes for a peaceful death, if not completely painless.

I would spend the day in nature, and go as the sun was going down.

I hope I can.

 

[lkjhgfdsa1]

Yes. I have been coming to terms with this for years, and have my plans and hopes for a peaceful death, if not completely painless.

I would spend the day in nature, and go as the sun was going down.

I hope I can.

I wish you get the beautiful day in nature you want :)

Tbh I don't enjoy much anymore, if I could go back in time & spend one last good day with my ex (when I was healthy, happy) I would.

me neither
can't get myself to feel any happiness whatsoever

I feel your sadness.. I also wish you could be happy and healthy and meet your ex …

 

[ferrie]

Yes, I've been suicidal for well over a decade & if I could 100% be gone tomorrow, I would be. Painless is only a bonus. As it stands, I'll be attempting again in a few weeks.

If I could do anything I wanted with my last day, I'd spend it with my pets. My dog and my cat are the only good things I have left of my life, but they're living away from me with my mom right now. I'd also eat my favorite foods that I haven't had in years due to health issues. The very last thing I would do would be to put on my favorite music that I haven't been able to bring myself to listen to in months

 

[Bishop2]

Like what Freedomatlast24 said I don't really get enjoyment out of things anymore, but I would finish a few mod projects of mine I've always been a generous guy so helping out in giving back to a community that's giving me so many hours of fun would be something I would do before I go.

 

[sugarh1gh]

It would be the day I dreamt of.
If I could do one last thing, it would be leaving notes and organizing my stuffs, so it's not burden for the others. Maybe traveling nearby to see beautiful nature.

 

[lost_ange2211]

Yes. If it was peacfully and quick I think that's the ideal way to go and finally find my peace.

I would probably spent my last day going on a ride, visiting my family, say my farewells, write my farewells to online friends and then just drive - the only thing I can still enjoy in my life - stop somewhere nice and take a last walk through nature and ideally die somewhere in a forest.

 

[divinemistress36]

Eat all the food and do all the drugs

 

[Vicolo cieco]

Yes. I would probably go for a hike in the mountains.

 

[DarknessInMe]

To be honest, it's not about the pain (unless this had an impact on my SI, leading to a failed attempt).
In fact, I somehow feel like I deserve, I am forced to die painfully. I cannot really grasp why.
Despite all these things in mind, I decided to tick "Yes" since the message implies that it is possible to die tomorrow (and additional to that painless).
I nearly crave to be dead, there's nothing I could ever want more than to finally stop this suffering.
However, currently (hopefully this is not the case anymore in some days/weeks), I both don't have the means to make sure I'd die quickly and I am supervised by my family almost the whole day since I was discharged the last time.

 

[lkjhgfdsa1]

, I am forced to die painfully

I also feel this way
as if it is my punishment for living the wrong way

 

[Alexei_Kirillov]

Voted yes. I would sleep until my hour comes.

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

Likely not, but mainly because I haven't started on my exit plans yet. Still gotta finish my suicide notes, some personal recordings, writing a will, and cleaning my internet history and other data so that I can't be traced back to this site or any of the other resources I've used.

 

[timetodie24]

Even with pain I would if guaranteed method and not at home so family don't find me. Nothing I enjoy doing so would write apologies and instructions to family

 

[goodoldnoname923]

Or course i would,i really dont feel i have to give my reasoning here by saying yes I'm basically a ticking clock with 24 hours left to live i can enjoy my last 24 hours peacefully and say goodbye to everyone i need to and tie up all loose ends it would be nice

Also who actually said no? People with unfinished business or masocists?

 

[MatrixPrisoner]

You're asking if we would accept the holy grail of CTBing. Of course the answer is HELL FCK YES!!!!!

 

[EvisceratedJester]

I'd prefer to die after having sorted out some things, but a painless death a special opportunity that cannot be passed up.

 

[outrider567]

I have Nitrogen I can die without pain anytime

 

[JKFleck]

Send a message to the guy that abandoned and block me containing my last wishes, suicide note and Seed phrase to access my crypto wallet

 

[Leiden]

Absolutely. No hesitation.1000% YES!

 

[ijustwishtodie]

Without any hesitation, yes

 

[Dark Moon]

I would want to wait a bit so that I can write out notes/letters, getting rid of my money, deciding what to do with my things, deactivating and erasing data from my devices, however I will definitely ctb without pain yes.

 

[hav0c-inmybrain]

1000% yes, give myself some time to write 2 notes, and find a nice place out in nature to go.. sounds peaceful

 

[karmaisabitch]

Absolutely!!!

 

[Viranamari]

100 percent yes. I've been depressed for about a decade now so I doubt if things will ever change for me. It being painless would be another bonus. The thought of dying painlessly tomorrow seems rather enticing than scary so of course I'd do it.
For my last few days, I'd spend a lot of time with my family and dog so that I won't have any regrets.

 

[lovedread]

Probably not I still want to try because I'm stupid

 

[Forever Sleep]

I would want to- yes. Not sure if you mean suicide or just instant, painless death. I don't feel like I can suicide while my Dad is still alive but, I certainly want to.

As for what I'd do. I think I'd have to try and get certain things organised. How typically dull...

 

[deathnoted]

Absolutely. The only thing stopping me is the fear of pain and survival, a guarantee that it'd be painless and result in death would be all I need.

 

[Ln42]

Yes I would and the last thing I'd do is look at my entire family photo. I love them all very much and will miss them so very much.