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PhoenixPX

PhoenixPX

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Apr 9, 2024
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I always dreamt of jumping of a building and experiencing a big free fall before i died .
I am afraid of heights but for some reason i have dreams about it. When i can jump from great heights I get a ton of adrenaline and it be a wonderful way to die.
The problem that this is a really gross method because you would fall on a sidewalk. And nowadays all tall buildings are suicide proof.

What is your method you always dreamt of?
 
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sserafim

sserafim

they say it’s darkest of all before the dawn
Sep 13, 2023
8,125
Euthanasia
 
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dggtscccvfd

Mage
Jun 1, 2023
562
I always dreamt of jumping of a building and experiencing a big free fall before i died .
I am afraid of height but for some reason i have dreams about it. When i can jump from great heights i get a ton of adrenaline and it be a wonderful way to die.
The problem that this is a really gross method because you would fall on a sidewalk. And nowadays all tall building are suicide proof.

What is your method you always dreamt of?
Assisted suicide. 100% chance of death, no pain, you can say goodbye to family. It's perfect. Unfortunately, we don't have it in the country I live in.
 
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theboy

theboy

Visionary
Jul 15, 2022
2,968
gun
 
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INTJme

INTJme

Epeolatrist
Mar 22, 2024
336
Dying in my sleep.
 
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Blurry_Buildings

Blurry_Buildings

Just Existing
Sep 27, 2023
345
shotgun

idk if I "dremed" of it. it is an efficient means to an end
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
19,616
Avengers Infinity War GIF
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

She wished that she never existed...
Sep 24, 2020
34,877
I'd ideally choose to erase my existence so it's like I never existed at all, I just wish for this existence to be forgotten about but in terms of actual suicide methods I'd choose something peaceful like Nembutal. I want a death which is like never waking again, I just want to fall into an eternal and dreamless sleep, it comforts me to think of this existence permanently disappearing into nothingness.
 
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4am

4am

there’s nothing for you (it/its)
Dec 14, 2023
3,333
by jumping off a very tall skyscraper
 
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sirciroc

sirciroc

Member
Feb 4, 2024
34
Of natural causes (like old age) after a happy life.

That's what I want. Whether I'm gonna make it through this BS and get there is a different story. In which case if I don't, something that is as painless as possible in a quiet place
 
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pilotviolin

pilotviolin

Experienced
Jan 27, 2024
206
drugs and tucked into bed hugging someone
 
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divinemistress36

divinemistress36

Enlightened
Jan 1, 2024
1,988
Heroin overdose
 
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PlzTake MeWithYou

PlzTake MeWithYou

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Apr 19, 2024
2
I'd hang myself, or pay someone to strangle me, or tighten a plastic zipper around my neck.
 
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bookgirl

bookgirl

Mar 31, 2024
338
fall asleep and never wake up again
 
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J&L383

Specialist
Jul 18, 2023
318
I do have dreams where I'm falling or going incredibly fast through the air or on land and thinking, well this will surely kill me. And if I don't wake up before it ends, it's usually soft and peaceful. So something like that would be cool.
 
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Hunter2005

Student
Apr 15, 2023
183
Using a gun or dying in my sleep is preference
 
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Eudaimonic

Eudaimonic

I want to fade away.
Aug 11, 2023
304
Assisted suicide to ensure the purity of substances without having to deal with the hassle of testing or obtaining them.
Short-acting barbiturate overdose (opioids could work too given sufficient dosage and receptor affinity)
I'd do it outside at night under the stars.
Dying in my (dreamless) sleep would also suffice.
 
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Braqs

Member
Apr 5, 2024
8
Ideally, even though it wouldn't be possible I would be extremely happy passing by donating my heart - or other extremely vital organ - to somebody who really needs one.

While I'm looking into a live kidney donation before I CTB, it would be extremely serene knowing that every possible part of me is helping keep other people alive.
 
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lnlybnny

lnlybnny

Experienced
Jan 25, 2024
254
fall eternally asleep at the beach looking at a beautiful sunset

or to be murdered by the person i love, being choke to death between her legs while she looks me in the eyes
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

death will be my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
3,128
Either dying in my sleep peacefully or euthanasia
 
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martinso67

All human rights are important
Feb 5, 2021
177
I would go on vacation and think about my past life experiences. 3 days before my hotel stay is over. I would take a medication that is recommend in the PPEH or N Before I go to sleep at 10pm. I would set up a sleep timer for my music streaming. So, I permanently sleep to the best songs I like at the moment.

2-3 days later I should be found there in the hotel, when I do not respond to people knocking on my hotel room door. I did prepare a letter talking about my health issues and some money 500 USD. In the letter I also apologize for any inconveniences I caused and I was to be buried or cremated in the same city where I died and the cheapest way.
 
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i dont feel real.

i dont feel real.

No more sense in this
Apr 13, 2024
26
Blowing my fucking brain off with a 12 gauge shotgun. I always dream of that. Sadly, I only have a 20 gauge one, but it still does the job. I want a bloody death for some reason, instant, effective and brutal. In worst case, partial or full suspension would do the job. Damn, I even have dreamed of making an explosive to blow myself. Obviously in a farm or something so I don't hurt anybody because I hate that. But that is, idk, kind of dumb.
 
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UKscotty

Doesn't read PMs
May 20, 2021
2,221
Nice big IV dose of fentanyl.

Pass out happy and relaxed, never wake up.
 
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MrOptions

MrOptions

Let it go. This to shall pass.
Jan 6, 2020
173
IV drip with fentanyl. Second choice and the one method I have, pistol.
 
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willitpass

willitpass

Don’t try to offer me help, I’ve tried everything
Mar 10, 2020
1,762
Go to sleep and never wake up.
 
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anxiousmess0471

anxiousmess0471

Member
Feb 4, 2024
45
Something peaceful like Nembutal. Where I can just fall asleep and never wake up. Having that sense of calmness is what I crave.
 
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HuskyD'hiver

HuskyD'hiver

Je meurs chaque jour...
Oct 14, 2023
48
Tough one, but as of recently I've had this huge obsession with self-immolation (setting oneself on fire, usually done in protests in countries around the world {the most famous examples are of a South Vietnamese Buddhist monk protesting against the persecution of Buddhists during the 60's; Mohamed Bouazizi, who was a Tuinisan street vendor who self-immolated after the government took his property and he was known as the catalyst for the Tunisian Revolution, much in the same that Masha Amini has become a figure in Iran; the most recent famous one was of Max Azzarello, who set yesterday infront of the court where Trump is being held in a criminak trial and did it because of his depression and anger against the US government as he believed in conspiracy theories that both the Democrats and Republicans were going to have a facist takeover to oppress US citizens}). I made a seperate post about how I personally want to CTB in an extremely painful and gruesome way as I feel it is what I deserve and now after falling down this rabbit hole, maybe if there is some major political protest that I align with, maybe that's how I'll go.
 
terra.nuvo

terra.nuvo

Student
Feb 15, 2024
152
Definitely painlessly in my sleep is the way to go for me.
 
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MarkSmith73

Member
Apr 14, 2024
45
I always dreamt of jumping of a building and experiencing a big free fall before i died .
I am afraid of heights but for some reason i have dreams about it. When i can jump from great heights I get a ton of adrenaline and it be a wonderful way to die.
The problem that this is a really gross method because you would fall on a sidewalk. And nowadays all tall buildings are suicide proof.

What is your method you always dreamt of?
Simple sodium nitrite powder with plenty of booze and I'd say double my normal amount of sleeping pills to further relax the experience and take away any negative anticipation. Then I wake up on the Other Side like slipping gently into a dream.
 
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mainlanders_son

mainlanders_son

Member
Apr 4, 2024
89
Surrounded by my friends and family. Ingesting something like N.
 
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