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Bamman

Can’t go back, why go forward?
Mar 31, 2021
74
If you had your ideal method and all the equipment and it was all planned out and it was the best time and perhaps only time for a long time to go would you?

OR?

Would you stick around for a longer to make sure you wanted to do anything else or resolve things you could etc?
 
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Blondi

Blondi

Iš Lietuvos
Feb 2, 2021
168
If you had your ideal method and all the equipment and it was all planned out and it was the best time and perhaps only time for a long time to go would you?
YES
Would you stick around for a longer to make sure you wanted to do anything else or resolve things you could etc?
I have nothing to resolve.
 
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BeansOfRequirement

BeansOfRequirement

Man-child, loser, autistic, etc.
Jan 26, 2021
5,784
If I had a sarco in front of me I'd abandon my current plan (letting little sister grow up a bit), tbh. SN or N, idk, probably not. Shotgun is a 50/50.
 
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Bamman

Can’t go back, why go forward?
Mar 31, 2021
74
If I had a sarco in front of me I'd abandon my current plan (letting little sister grow up a bit), tbh. SN or N, idk, probably not. Shotgun is a 50/50.
After watching Ronnie Mcnutt blow his head clean apart like a banana being split open as made me really fear weapons as a suicide method. Yes it worked but what if it didn't and the mess and horror for someone else to witness. That's no open casket funeral.
 
BeansOfRequirement

BeansOfRequirement

Man-child, loser, autistic, etc.
Jan 26, 2021
5,784
After watching Ronnie Mcnutt blow his head clean apart like a banana being split open as made me really fear weapons as a suicide method. Yes it worked but what if it didn't and the mess and horror for someone else to witness. That's no open casket funeral.
Haven't seen anyone really go str8 for the brainstem with a shotgun.
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GarageKarate07

GarageKarate07

Wizard
Aug 18, 2020
666
Haven't seen anyone really go str8 for the brainstem with a shotgun.
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That young man at the top, does he have an AK? I think ive seen this on best gore before the site was taken down. That ammo he used, I dont know if it was a special kind or not, really did the trick. The blast seemed to do the damage because of the close range. It looked like the "sound" and wind displacement is what ripped him up so bad. I dont think that rifle would do that at a long range or even from across the room.
 
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Bamman

Can’t go back, why go forward?
Mar 31, 2021
74
That young man at the top, does he have an AK? I think ive seen this on best gore before the site was taken down. That ammo he used, I dont know if it was a special kind or not, really did the trick. The blast seemed to do the damage because of the close range. It looked like the "sound" and wind displacement is what ripped him up so bad. I dont think that rifle would do that at a long range or even from across the room.
i believe its a saiga 12, basically the shotgun version of an ak. semi auto, not that matters when one shot does the trick
 
BeansOfRequirement

BeansOfRequirement

Man-child, loser, autistic, etc.
Jan 26, 2021
5,784
That young man at the top, does he have an AK? I think ive seen this on best gore before the site was taken down. That ammo he used, I dont know if it was a special kind or not, really did the trick. The blast seemed to do the damage because of the close range. It looked like the "sound" and wind displacement is what ripped him up so bad. I dont think that rifle would do that at a long range or even from across the room.
From my CoD knowledge that could look like a semi-automatic shotgun. An SK-12 or something iirc.
i believe its a saiga 12, basically the shotgun version of an ak. semi auto, not that matters when one shot does the trick
Lol, hivemind.
 
hfdepression30

hfdepression30

Experienced
Mar 30, 2021
236
I'll try partial tonight. If I can't do it, then I'll retry it on the weekend, but if I fail it both times I'm gonna do the charcoal method. I really, really need to put an end to this life asap.
 
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Bamman

Can’t go back, why go forward?
Mar 31, 2021
74
just saw the top one, makes me shiver.
 
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yive

yive

life is evil
Nov 6, 2020
695
give me the gun and i'll do it right now
 
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GarageKarate07

GarageKarate07

Wizard
Aug 18, 2020
666
Ronnie is the "holy spirit" in the pic.
See, I watched that one. It looked like cgi to me. Obviously all the confirmations around it say it was real but it almost looked like one of those school video projects "Ronnies Rage Quit Gaming" or something. Good videos for learning what it looks like to die by that method. Sad that we live in that world but thats what taxes and death does to people. I had a vet buddy in Georgia ctb because his restaurant went under. Fight for 'merica just to have your rights and dreams blown to crap with everyone else. Anyways......
 
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WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,163
Even if I had the SN on my hands today, I wouldn't do it.
I might do it impulsively another day but I'd rather wait some more time.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
42,140
Yes I think so. I have decided that this life is not for me, being depressed my whole life and now suffering from chronic health problems. I don't want to live past 20. I am struggling with the method that I would choose so if there was an peaceful guaranteed one I would go for it.
 
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DunnoWhyButYeah

DunnoWhyButYeah

~*-*~
Apr 3, 2020
396
Yes I would. 35 years of this life is enought. I don't really think this is going to be better ever.
 
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DarkWolf

DarkWolf

Worthless Loser
Mar 29, 2021
201
If I had SN or something similar. I'd go ASAP I wouldn't hang around.
 
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Some1's_Wasted_Fetus

Student
Mar 20, 2021
174
I'd set my date if I had my ideal method right now. I'd spend one last week doing/watching/eating everything I love. I'd completely abandon all responsibility at this point (stop doing homework, skip class, etc.) Then I'd drive to the wilderness to ensure I'm not found for some time and then ctb
 
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GarageKarate07

GarageKarate07

Wizard
Aug 18, 2020
666
If you had your ideal method and all the equipment and it was all planned out and it was the best time and perhaps only time for a long time to go would you?

OR?

Would you stick around for a longer to make sure you wanted to do anything else or resolve things you could etc?
I'm still trying to figure out why I "don't" or "won't". I have everything in place and have finished all my prep. I was waiting for one last thing but I dont need it. To say I'm not scared would be a lie but I am ready and I can go at anytime. I'm more afraid I will do it than that I won't. Could I do it right now/tonight? That's exactly what I'm trying to decide over the next month. So today I'm here and so is everyone else. Maybe that means something? My situation is very bad and not much can improve. I'm ill/sick, I'm poor, I'm exhausted, and I'm alone. My change of emotions is the only thing keeping me from it.
After watching Ronnie Mcnutt blow his head clean apart like a banana being split open as made me really fear weapons as a suicide method. Yes it worked but what if it didn't and the mess and horror for someone else to witness. That's no open casket funeral.
Right. But he DID CTB. He is gone so it worked and he made it out.
YES

I have nothing to resolve.
Are you only waiting on a method?
If I had a sarco in front of me I'd abandon my current plan (letting little sister grow up a bit), tbh. SN or N, idk, probably not. Shotgun is a 50/50.
Is sarco that box that fills with nitro like an exit bag coffin?
 
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Bamman

Can’t go back, why go forward?
Mar 31, 2021
74
I think no matter how low we get for some reason our si keeps kicking in. I hate that.
I feel so detached from most things in my life now.
I'm still trying to figure out why I "don't" or "won't". I have everything in place and have finished all my prep. I was waiting for one last thing but I dont need it. To say I'm not scared would be a lie but I am ready and I can go at anytime. I'm more afraid I will do it than that I won't. Could I do it right now/tonight? That's exactly what I'm trying to decide over the next month. So today I'm here and so is everyone else. Maybe that means something? My situation is very bad and not much can improve. I'm ill/sick, I'm poor, I'm exhausted, and I'm alone. My change of emotions is the only thing keeping me from it.

Right. But he DID CTB. He is gone so it worked and he made it out.

Are you only waiting on a method?

Is sarco that box that fills with nitro like an exit bag coffin?
I hope that something better will work out for you. But I know once there is that commitment it's hard to escape
 
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Ame

Ame

あめ
Nov 1, 2019
322
If you had your ideal method and all the equipment and it was all planned out and it was the best time and perhaps only time for a long time to go would you?
Assuming that "all planned out" includes auxiliary tasks like notes and having one's affairs in order and "the best time" means that there is no chance of being interrupted, then I would go without question. I've procrastinated enough and passing up this chance would be something that I would regret for the the rest of my days.

Would you stick around for a longer to make sure you wanted to do anything else or resolve things you could etc?
I don't want to do anything else and even if my illnesses and problems were to be waived, there is no permutation of my future life that I can see myself wanting to live in. It is too late to make something of my life and many of the things and people I would want in my life are irretrievably lost. I'll pass. Only peace matters.
 
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wanttodie

wanttodie

Enlightened
Apr 19, 2018
1,828
yes i do it
 
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Pisceslilith

Student
Aug 19, 2019
159
If you had your ideal method and all the equipment and it was all planned out and it was the best time and perhaps only time for a long time to go would you?

OR?

Would you stick around for a longer to make sure you wanted to do anything else or resolve things you could etc?
I would have to force myself to do it because I feel like my si would kick in, so yes but my mind and anxiety would try to convince me that there's a "reason" to stay when there really isn't any.
 
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LONE WOLF.

LONE WOLF.

PUNISHER.
Nov 4, 2020
1,990
No l wouldn't! When l adopted my dog l promised him l would always be there for him and love him with all my heart, while his heart beats so will mine! When he goes 3 month's later so will l.
 
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BigNarkoleptic

BigNarkoleptic

If this isn't the end, what's meant of learning.
Mar 8, 2021
194
Snivelling naivety of planet world 2k21
 
greyismyfavecolor

greyismyfavecolor

Member
Jul 16, 2020
26
If you had your ideal method and all the equipment and it was all planned out and it was the best time and perhaps only time for a long time to go would you?
yes.
 
GarageKarate07

GarageKarate07

Wizard
Aug 18, 2020
666
I
I would have to force myself to do it because I feel like my si would kick in, so yes but my mind and anxiety would try to convince me that there's a "reason" to stay when there really isn't any.
think this is the case for many people. "There's a reason for me to go on!"....... universe: silence.
give me the gun and i'll do it right now
We should all be given a gun at birth. Lets see how civilised we actually are!
 
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mossball

mossball

Member
Apr 6, 2021
49
I have a few things to set straight but I'd still do it. Because I know I'd lose my chance if I didn't. Things have gotten worse now...
 

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