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If you could CTB anywhere, where would it be?
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THIS. The aurora borealis is the one thing in this life that I would love to see before I die. Just the thought of watching it as I slowly drift away.. can it get anymore beautiful than that?
THIS. The aurora borealis is the one thing in this life that I would love to see before I die. Just the thought of watching it as I slowly drift away.. can it get anymore beautiful than that?
Yes, it is! When I am at night in the forest I love the peacefulness of a horizon. Myriads of starts shining and it is very relaxing
Wolf moon eclipse is amazing too! But too rare...
Yes, it is! When I am at night in the forest I love the peacefulness of a horizon. Myriads of starts shining and it is very relaxing
Wolf moon eclipse is amazing too! But too rare...
Unfortunately there are too many street lights out where I live to really appreciate the night sky. I should take a trip out to a forest or beach to really get it all in.
Unfortunately there are too many street lights out where I live to really appreciate the night sky. I should take a trip out to a forest or beach to really get it all in.
Once it was 10 kilometers from the city. Another time 50. Even 20 kilometers from the city should be okay.
Sometimes even 10 enough, but if it is a huge city, then you will have a bright sky from one side
Hmm, I'd love for it to be in one of those picturesque birch forests when the leaves turn golden, the ones that look like Lothlorien (lol I'm a nerd). Either that or on the beach at sunset. Spend a day there, smelling like salt and sand, have some good food, lay down with the sound of the waves, just drift off... Sounds lovely.
But, being that public places are too risky, it'll probably just be on a bed somewhere with Freddie to sing me to sleep
If I had a choice and assuming everything is going exactly according to plan (or even better), then I would go and CTB in the woods or the mountains where it will be hard for people to intervene, save me, or stuff. As for my body not being found immediately, well that's fine too because the bottom line for me is "succeeding in my attempt and not ever have to suffer anymore." With respect to notes and other things, it's mostly for the survivors' benefits though it is completely voluntary for me and no one is forcing me to tie loose ends, it's something that I just wish to do on my own volition.
THIS. The aurora borealis is the one thing in this life that I would love to see before I die. Just the thought of watching it as I slowly drift away.. can it get anymore beautiful than that?
How cool would it be to die in space? To boldly float where no other human body has floated before. One small death for suicide, one epic suicide for our kind.
Sometimes it is not possible for people to be at the place they want to be to CTB, as they may get found and emergency services may be called.
If you could CTB anywhere, where would it be? For me, I would like to slowly drift out of consciousness (by using SN perhaps?) while sitting in front of a nice lake or calm river. I have always found peace around nature but I know that it isn't exactly feasible, as well as it being rather traumatising for whomever would find my body.
Not sure about what I want. Must be careful if you go somewhere, you will probably have to deal with people that might want to stop you from suicide. It all depends on method and place. I have SN and I think it's safer to be home.
Somewhere in the hotel I think. Because people on reception wish you good night.
Interesting decisions would be:
1) The swamp (may be archeologists will find you after 2000 years)
2) In unknown Egyptian sarcophagus (archeologists will have many questions)
3) In abandoned Nazi bunker
4) In small wooden vessel (or maybe drakkar)
5) In the fridge (so that your body looks better)
If you want your body to look good for a really long time and also leave something interesting for scientists of the future.....may I suggest I giant deep freezer? I have one into which one can fit an entire cow ! Actually here's a thought...take sleeping pills and go to eternal sleep in the freezer ! Sure to work and you'd definitely not be discovered for a long time.....
In the middle of a forest, near the water... Fiordland sounds nice. Surrounded by trees and flowers, sounds so peaceful. I'd take a nice blanket and my favourite food and just chill out until I was ready. Realistically it'll be done in my shitty bedroom on my bed
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If you want your body to look good for a really long time and also leave something interesting for scientists of the future.....may I suggest I giant deep freezer? I have one into which one can fit an entire cow ! Actually here's a thought...take sleeping pills and go to eternal sleep in the freezer ! Sure to work and you'd definitely not be discovered for a long time.....
Space. You did say anywhere. Love the solitude and sheer beauty.
Really though isolation is fine, the woods, mountains, ant-/arctic, deserted island, an Egyptian tomb deep under the desert, the bottom of the ocean...
If you put yourself in a regular freezer it's not like crionics, where they exchange your blood with some special fluid etc so in case you get unthawed your cells are still intact...if you freeze to death without any of that you can't ever be woken up, your cells have exploded from the water in your body freezing and thereby expanding....
I visited New York last year and was enraged to see the suicide barrier (even though I expected their to be one). But aside from the obvious, it just ruined the view. Everything was made worse by the fact that I was having a breakdown and even punched myself in front of other tourists. I wanted to jump so badly, but even if I was miraculously able to climb it, the security guards would've put an end to that quick. Whenever the Empire State building is mentioned, I just get a bad taste in my mouth.
Mine would probably be a secluded house, miles and miles away from anyone else. I'd like to have the comforting thought that no one could save me.
I think I'd love to go during a vacation. Somewhere I have never been before. A beautiful beach presumably. If somehow possible, I would want to be with someone I love. I am afraid of being alone during it..
Some time ago a fairly new (I think) article came out about humanity finding a totally sealed cave that has never-seen-before creatures that don't use light to operate, being born in a pitch dark cave and all. It sounds like a b type horror movie plot, and all they found was weird probably not dangerous bacteria swimming in an ancient pond. It took roughly ten thousand years for water to enter said cave. I would like my remains to be found in another cave like that, freak out future archeologists.
Alternatively, be buried in a concrete seamless coffin type deal. Big ol brick of concrete with a body in it. Again, how? I don't know. Logistics aren't my forte. I want archeologists to conclude I died in that cave or brick.
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