If we got one dollar for every visitor of this forum - what would you do with the money?

[noname223]

I am not feeling well this evening. I have extreme anxiety. I elaborated on it in another thread. I might have a date tomorrow and she might ghosted me. I am not sure. I am very good in overthinking. But it is very hard to cope with the tension in my body. It feels really really bad. My life was better when I stayed out of this dating bullshit. However, I have such a strong desire for finding a partner. And I don't mean a partner with whom I can commit suicide. Lol.

The number of 14.000 visitors makes me feel like if I was a zoo animal. The zoo animals at least get some food and have a nice place to live when the visitors can gawk at them and when these ugly faced tourists take photos.

How about there is a paywall for the posts on here? And visitors have to unlock the content by buying SaSu premium. Obviously I am joking.

I wonder whether gawkers could detered if they had to pay one dollar. Overall this would be a very bad idea though. It is very hard to stay anonymous when money comes into play. And I think the integrity of SaSu could be questioned.

Sorry for this thread I needed a distraction.

She replied my height is a problem for her. I have exactly average height for males in my country. The contact was extremely deep it surprises me that this is no the deal breaker. LMAO. I think I can live with that.

 

[daruino]

Sending hugs and best wishes- I hope you can calm down a bit. I recognize the same, I get very tense in my body with nausea and a suffocating feeling that is hard to cope with when getting anxious. Whatever happens, it's great you put yourself out there despite your anxiety. That takes a lot of courage and already says a lot about you . Try not to put too much pressure on yourself tomorrow- sometimes it clicks and sometimes it doesn't. Best of luck!

There are currently 13k visitors- I think I would use that to not work for a year,, or most of the year with a vacation somewhere. Something I have always wanted to do is isolate myself from people and disregard time and stimulation, not going outside. If I had that much money saved up I could do it.

 

[noname223]

Sending hugs and best wishes- I hope you can calm down a bit. I recognize the same, I get very tense in my body with nausea and a suffocating feeling that is hard to cope with when getting anxious. Whatever happens, it's great you put yourself out there despite your anxiety. That takes a lot of courage and already says a lot about you . Try not to put too much pressure on yourself tomorrow- sometimes it clicks and sometimes it doesn't. Best of luck!

There are currently 13k visitors- I think I would use that to not work for a year,, or most of the year with a vacation somewhere. Something I have always wanted to do is isolate myself from people and disregard time and stimulation, not going outside. If I had that much money saved up I could do it.

Maybe I misunderstood her reply. It could also imply that I am way taller than her. I asked some friends before sending a message that I might regret.
If she implied I am not tall enough for her the reply would be sort of offfensive. But it is more likely she wanted to say that she will need to climb a ladder to look me in the eye because I am way taller than her.