composingthefuture
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- Apr 30, 2023
- 15
i live in a trailer park with some woods surrounding it, and a big evergreen tree in my yard. i'm tempted to go with the tree but i don't want my family to be the ones to find my body, and given how early my dad leaves for work, it seems more likely than not. my main concern is the shock would be bad for their health, as heart problems are very common on my dad's side of the family. so would it really be a problem if he DID find it? would that give him a heart attack or something or should i just go for it? it's 2 am, most of the house is asleep, i have like three belts, it's a very good time to do this. unless i wanna wait for the weekend when people wake up way later ... i could also just cut a cartoid artery but i think that would be even worse to witness 
