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Exhausted546

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Dec 1, 2025
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My life had alot of potential until traumatic events and abuse when I was 21-22 that completely broke me. That's when everything went to shit. If I die and I was given the choice of being reborn as the son of a billionaire or being me again but avoiding the living hell that permanently changed me for the worse , I may be delusional but I'd want to be me again.

I'm in my 30s now, I'm exhausted. Not really willing to give life another try, but God i'd give almost everything (aside from my soul of it exists,cause it's not worth eternal suffering if such thing exists) to go back to age 21
 
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itsgone2

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Sep 21, 2025
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I know what you mean. To not make the same mistakes. I could have had happiness. I messed up so bad
 
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Luke77

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Apr 3, 2024
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I've had traumatic events since I was 15. I don't know why but if I could I still wouldn't swap lives with anyone
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
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I didn't have much control over the stuff that went wrong in my life. Bereavement early on, followed by being harmed by other people's decisions in childhood. Still, I'd also be scared of ending up with even worse odds! So- I know what you mean. Better the devil you know maybe.

I'm personally hoping this will be it though. No reincarnation or quantam mechanics malarkey.
 
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SoulWantsHome

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Aug 6, 2025
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My life had alot of potential until traumatic events and abuse when I was 21-22 that completely broke me. That's when everything went to shit. If I die and I was given the choice of being reborn as the son of a billionaire or being me again but avoiding the living hell that permanently changed me for the worse , I may be delusional but I'd want to be me again.

I'm in my 30s now, I'm exhausted. Not really willing to give life another try, but God i'd give almost everything (aside from my soul of it exists,cause it's not worth eternal suffering if such thing exists) to go back to age 21
According to modern, valid afterlife-research, we can reincarnate in other bodies in our next lives (if we want to) - but it seems like we aren't able to redo our previous lives.

However, in the spirit-world, we're able to re-experience our previous lives (without truly reincarnating into the bodies that we had in those lives), and try out different choices to see what the results would have been, and see how those lives would have turned out differently.
 
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WhatCouldHaveBeen32

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Oct 12, 2024
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Same, I have so many views that I'm proud of and had I been anyone else, oof, who knows what could've been :)).
 

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