If I was born with just one talent…

[reticulator]

I could hang on to it, just one thing I could be passionate about and excel at, but no matter what I enjoyed and put effort, the most I could become was middling or average at it, never great, maybe just borderline "good". The only thing I relied on when I was young was my looks, but as a man that can't take you all the way.

I was also relentlessly bullied as a kid, which didn't help matters. It even caused me to lash out at bullies in my jobs that caused me to get fired. The bullies always seem to prosper somehow, but the targets , the one time you finally fight back you face all of the horrible consequences.

 

[fishperson]

its very irritating to not excel at anything. and with the internet we get to see so much and be aware of how mid we are.
it's all just variables

 

[reticulator]

its very irritating to not excel at anything. and with the internet we get to see so much and be aware of how mid we are.
it's all just variables

Yeah like even when I played competitive video games, I barely got past plat. And I spent hours and hours when I could have been studying ( which I wasn't very good at either).. haha. My brain is just slow and dumb.

its very irritating to not excel at anything. and with the internet we get to see so much and be aware of how mid we are.
it's all just variables

I enjoyed it alot but even then I could never excel, which just proves I have no talent.

 

[fishperson]

ye its frustrating , because u know someone out there that never touched a mouse would be able to outperform u , in no time. life isnt fair.
I wouldnt have cared if other stuff worked out for me. because deep down all that matters is creating some sort of a good place for urself say having good company etc. but even that requires u to be lucky. pisses me off

 

[reticulator]

ye its frustrating , because u know someone out there that never touched a mouse would be able to outperform u , in no time. life isnt fair.
I wouldnt have cared if other stuff worked out for me. because deep down all that matters is creating some sort of a good place for urself say having good company etc. but even that requires u to be lucky. pisses me off

Yup and I never had good social skills, or ability to learn new languages. I could just do repetitive and easy things lol

ye its frustrating , because u know someone out there that never touched a mouse would be able to outperform u , in no time. life isnt fair.
I wouldnt have cared if other stuff worked out for me. because deep down all that matters is creating some sort of a good place for urself say having good company etc. but even that requires u to be lucky. pisses me off

I was born with caveman brain in the modern era. Haha

 

[BreakBone2BreakBond]

Just jumping in to vent as well, I've intentionally never worked a job because I wanted to hold on to what is left of my humanity and thus I feel somewhat better rebelling against the fact that my genetically inferior slave parents and their parents (and their's etc) only reproduced skivvies, menials, dogs bodies so as to serve others and I have departed from that servile culture of theirs. As a kid I prayed to God to be good enough at one thing (a sport) and it was so silly of me to hope that I could make something of my life. Sitting here now with 89c in my revolut account, ticked off after getting my hopes up that I could get free Spotify from those coupon sites (without having to open dodgy links or make dodgy downloads). We really are better off dead, being poor isn't misfortune, it's the ignorance and demonic pissant mentality of our ancestors who just had to pass on their worthless code to create more crabs in this bucket. I heard my Grandfather call Trump an ignoramus the last time he (my grandfather, not Trump) was over yet my Grandfather is the real ignoramus, moron and degenerate. How many sons did Trump bring into the world to drink or drug themselves to death? 0. Yet I have two uncles from that grandfather that died relatively young from substance abuse because of the poverty and squalor they were born into. How many daughters does Trump have that got pregnant out of wedlock or are just dissolute whores? A quick wikipedia search shows both Trump daughters had their own kids in wedlock while my own Mother started a family like some American n****r out of wedlock, fuck the poor. The only thing that matters in life is money. I literally worship Gold at this point. Also amigos, learn to hate without fear, it has brought me closer to that fatal day we all long for. To scale the heavens and slit God's throat, o'er what better dream could a poor man dote?