If I could see people's reaction to the news of my death

[Iris Blue]

I wouldn't want to see their reactions for satisfaction or spite just genuine curiosity. I don't think I'd be able to see the reaction of my direct family or friends though. Just people I either was pretty close with or knew enough. Like past friends, classmates, teachers, therapists, or people I had maybe a one time encounter with but it was a memorable one. How would they find out? Would it be from someone who knew me who knows them? Would it be from a cheesy bs memorial post on social media or them running into one of my family members or friends who already heard the news in a grocery store?

"Oh how have you been? How's Iris Blue doing?"

"Oh well… she killed herself a few months ago."

Then what?

I know everyone takes news differently but would they cry? How would they feel? Did I matter enough for them to care about my death? Would they wonder why I did it? How long will it last of people finding out about my passing?

I'm also very curious about how people would react who knew me only when I was younger. The hyper shy sweet young girl somehow had a life so horrible she wanted to end it all. Who would've known.

 

[divinemistress87]

Some say we have life reviews when we die. So maybe you will see their reactions ?

 

[maynoname]

Very often I think about that. How will my parents, my colleagues, my friends react? But what may seem strange is that I like to think about that, because obviously it places me in a reality where I am no longer there. Sometimes it makes me cry a little.
I love driving with sad music playing loudly and thinking about that. I could do this for hours.

 

[Gangrel]

Would honestly love watching

 

[Iris Blue]

Some say we have life reviews when we die. So maybe you will see their reactions ?

I hope so I think that would be good closure for the most part but probably very emotional

 

[003]

Would honestly like to watch

 

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i've been curious about this too! would like to see who would come to my funeral out of obligation.

 

[thickly_settled]

Some say we have life reviews when we die. So maybe you will see their reactions ?

After you die, your consciousness shuts off. That's it.

 

[Leopard2023]

I've been thinking this

 

[3/4Dead]

I too am painfully curious, i think about this often, honestly

 

[avalonisburning]

Unless there were some earth-shattering secrets being kept from me by my former classmates, I'm not particularly interested. I know everyone's initial reaction would just be "Woah." Then their reactions would just be different variations of "he was cool I guess," "I didn't know him that well," or "he was offputting."

I've always been an asocial person. I don't have any fun stories to tell, and probably never will.

 

[fayealready]

I would imagine the reactions to be "well that sucks"