
CatLove56
Specialist
- Jun 30, 2018
- 309
Horrible day at work that's all I'll say. Just wish I could have the courage to end it this would all be over I won't have to deal with this anymore and I came so close to actually doing it but I had to call my dad and remind myself why I don't. The few people who actually give a s*** about me but also because I want to exist purely out of spite for the people that hate me.
I called The suicide hotline and naturally they were almost completely useless. They basically suggested a real therapist but I really don't think there's any cure for this I don't think there's any way to reverse this mindset. Between my self-hatred and others not liking me it's just never ending battle
I called The suicide hotline and naturally they were almost completely useless. They basically suggested a real therapist but I really don't think there's any cure for this I don't think there's any way to reverse this mindset. Between my self-hatred and others not liking me it's just never ending battle
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