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garfield00

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Sep 26, 2023
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I honestly don't want to die, but I feel like people like me don't deserve to be alive. I don't want to go into it too much but I've almost done horrible unforgivable things. I honestly don't know if people like me should be alive and whether or not staying alive is selfish
 
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In time I started growing inward.
Apr 10, 2023
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If you're on the fence, maybe you can rectify all the wrongs you committed and come out a better person. I struggle with wanting to be a kind of decent person everyday. I want to be that person, I have too much self loathing
 
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garfield00

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Sep 26, 2023
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If you're on the fence, maybe you can rectify all the wrongs you committed and come out a better person. I struggle with wanting to be a kind of decent person everyday. I want to be that person, I have too much self loathing
I understand, every day I try to be a better person and stuff but I just don't know whether or not I'll ever deserve to be alive
 

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