Ideas on how to overcome SI

[steppingoff]

Does anybody know how to relax enough so SI doesn't take over at the last moment? My preference is partial (though considering full), but when I have practised, I could really feel the SI start to take over. I want to just let go, but I can't unless I drown out the SI in my head..

 

[DesperateOne]

Does anybody know how to relax enough so SI doesn't take over at the last moment? My preference is partial (though considering full), but when I have practised, I could really feel the SI start to take over. I want to just let go, but I can't unless I drown out the SI in my head..

I'm doing a bottle of wine and benzos.

 

[hikikomorizombie]

i've (kinda) accepted that i'll always feel it. even if i was od'ing, i'd prob still feel it while taking the drugs, knowing i was abt to die.

unsurprisingly, (kinda) acceptance isn't workingmy method has to be falling, & the SI's like a physical barrier i can't get past. thinking of taking 2 bottles of OTC sleeping pills i have beforehand, & sitting backwards on the ledge so my body will slump off when i lose consciousness. but that's a big gamble ://

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Did you have a look at this thread?

Best way to succeed partial hanging

Last week, I have been practicing different ways of doing partial hanging and will share which method has worked the best out of all. In order to succeed partial hanging, is to fully block the carotid arteries on both sides of your neck, around 80-90% of the blood flow in the blood vessels has...

sanctioned-suicide.net

 

[ilaya]

I'm doing a bottle of wine and benzos.

are you planning to ctb soon?

 

[DesperateOne]

are you planning to ctb soon?

Always in the back of my mind. Probably in the next few months tbh... I'm currently waiting for Elden Ring DLC, eating food that I've never tried before and doing stuff off my bucket list.

 

[Meteora]

Just ignore it. That s how i ll do.
And make sure theres no turning back with your method once you started it.