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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
42,571
Already dead but still conscious and breathing.
 
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RealLostSoul

RealLostSoul

once rock bottom, always rock bottom
Oct 11, 2019
211
my only friend is my misery (rip 2pac)
 
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WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,163
It's as if I was climbing a mountain, falling at the bottom of it and then trying to reach the top again everyday.
 
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NothingElseMatters

NothingElseMatters

Warlock
Mar 30, 2020
745
I'm no poet, so I can't answer you that in a dignified way.
 
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killedbypsychiatry

killedbypsychiatry

drugging kids is abuse
Jan 27, 2021
797
my depression consists mostly of grief, grief of all I lost. My health, my life, my vitality, my happiness… and grief of what could have been, if my life wouldn't been destroyed by this mf psychiatrist. I live in a constant state of grief and rage, flashbacks and intrusive thoughts about the past and all the events that lead to the destruction of my life, it tortures me mentally, along with the deteriorating body I have to live in since this happened :(
 
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BlankUser

Mage
Apr 24, 2021
501
To me, depression is like watching a life through a dirty window - you see there's some beauty out there, but the window is so dirty, you can't see the vivid colors, you can"t enjoy it.
 
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GreenTree

Mage
Jun 1, 2020
568
A bastard fucking evil hell, Torture every second.
 
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Trannydiary

Trannydiary

Member
Dec 11, 2020
64
life is soup, i'm a fork
 
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Diesel_Punk

Diesel_Punk

Chasing dreamless sleep
May 6, 2021
58
Just circling the drain, sometimes I'm further and sometimes I'm closer but I know how it will end
 
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newave3

newave3

I want out
Nov 21, 2020
2,802
Feeling hollow but heavy and dead on the inside, unable to remember what it feels like to feel the warmth of an emotional connection with another person.
 
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SosoruzeDosukoi

SosoruzeDosukoi

Tired
Mar 27, 2021
48
Like having a tv in the room that's never shut off - I can not focus on it some of the time, and its not always loud; but Im always aware of it being there.
 
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Scribble Fan

Scribble Fan

I'm out!
May 30, 2019
815
Drowning in a bottomless well.
 
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Remember-Me-Not

I think I'm going to be okay.
Dec 10, 2019
91
My one sentence:
Drowning in shallow water.

edit: I noticed how a lot of people use water as a metaphor. One time someone told me that depression is like wearing a pair of dark sunglasses. I scoffed at that metaphor (I personally don't like it) because it implied that I could just.... take off my sunglasses. As if I put it on in the first place. As if depression is just doom and gloom, when it's more... complicated than than that. Anyways, that was my thought.
 
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Snake of Eden

Snake of Eden

“Ye shall be as gods..🍎 🐍”
Jun 22, 2021
2,473
It made me who I am today. Just a worthless misrable sack of flesh and blood wondering the earth seeking an end to it all
 
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Smily

Member
Jul 7, 2021
48
Imagine living through the worst scenario possible. Depression is worse and on daily basis. It is a slow and a silent killer.
 
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Bitterman1996

Bitterman1996

Student
May 20, 2020
169
unable to move while everyone else could
 
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Nightmare

Nightmare

Devil
Sep 15, 2018
109
The expected biological answer for being perfectly capable of being the person i desire to be, yet born into a place where earning my freedom and dignity is all i must be concerned about
 
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aviation

aviation

It's time to go home.
Jul 30, 2021
127
The pain of an alien left behind on earth.
 
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CatTheBus5689

CatTheBus5689

Member
Jun 22, 2021
76
I am one in a million, within a sea of billions.
 
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seeking2learn

Member
Aug 18, 2021
51
Feeling alone in a crowded world looking in from the outside at others enjoying their seemingly meaningful lives.
 
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heretogethelp

Specialist
May 3, 2021
311
Realizing life is ultimately futile.
 
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RedPanda

RedPanda

One day we shall be free from this mortal coil.
Jul 16, 2019
237
Fucked.
 
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Pisceslilith

Pisceslilith

Student
Aug 19, 2019
159
Ongoing cycle of misery and dread.
 
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NasiGoreng

NasiGoreng

Experienced
Aug 11, 2021
219
A constant pain of being alive.
 
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BrokenArrow

BrokenArrow

Student
Feb 6, 2021
175
Like I'm clinging to a cliff by my fingertips - I'm way too far up to let go and be safe, but I'm too terrified and exhausted to continue climbing, so I use all my energy to just stay in the same place knowing that one day soon I'll fall.
 
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NoPointToContinue

Student
Jun 2, 2021
126
I can't stay here I need to go somewhere else. But there is no place that I want to go.
 
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everydayiloveyou

Arcanist
Jul 5, 2020
490
Depression is what I feel when I stop deluding myself, and accept that life is difficult, people are mean, and it's not going to be worth it. It's like an eerie sense of clarity.
 
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one.way.out

one.way.out

Student
Jul 9, 2021
135
An exhausting never ending struggle that's not worth the effort.
 
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seeking2learn

Member
Aug 18, 2021
51
Stolen Life.
 
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