I'd like to recover

[WeDontKnowTheFuture]

I really want to recover in a way that my life would be bearable. I do not hope to live a meaningfull and happy life as it seem extermely difficult in my case. Specially with my health issues and difficulty feeling confortable about other. I Just do not want that robot life wich consist to stay there for my parents and waiting that time pass. So i would like at least a life in wich the suffering is not intense each day. Even If it is not great i am at a point where i'd like to be able to live a life with an amount of pain less significant.
The robot's life seem impossible to accept for me and i do not know how i will find another way when i look at the current circumstances. Despite that i feel like i have no other choice to continue living and find ways to make things more bearable.
I really do not know how but i will do what i am able to, even if at the end i will still suffer a lot without being able to achieve that, i will do what is possible for me as i ever do. Are others that feel desperate and still feel that they need to do what they can ?
Good luck to everyone.

 

[timf]

There was a short lived TV show many years ago called on the rocks about some guys in prison. In the first episode as the new arrivals are being processed in a young guy (first timer) asks a guy who has been in prison before why he scrunched down when they measured how tall he was. He answered, "They way I look at it, I just cheated the system out of a couple of inches" The young guy looked at him kind of funny. The older guy then said, "It is little victories like that keep you from going nuts in here.

Sometimes it can be the "little victories" that add up and give a little relief throughout the day.

 

[Redacted24]

Thank you for your post..
I needed some words like yours today.
" i will do what i am able to, even if at the end i will still suffer a lot without being able to achieve that, i will do what is possible for me as i ever do."

That's really motivational to me.

I can't do everything I imagine I can, or want. I can't tackle the whole world. I can just do what I'm able to do.

I sometimes tell others at my work that if I accomplish just one thing in a day I feel successful. That's partly joking, but largely true.

But those one things, they add up over time in a good way.
Thanks again!