Iatrogenic injury gang?

[albstr1403]

I went through a few surgeries and some heavy duty meds.. and the aftermath is me feeling like my body is on fire, burning mouth syndrome, in 24/7 fight or flight anxiety, digestive issues, moderate to severe mecfs. I already had Narcolepsy, and i can't take stimulants without the above symptoms getting worse. I'm On disability, housebound. I can barely do anything and it's been years.

I'm literally cycling between narcolepsy attacks, and panic attacks when i have pockets of being awake like its some kind of medieval torture lmao. I need out.

Is anyone else chronically ill or with an iatrogenic injury thinking about ending it?

 

[hamtaro]

Hello,

I am one.

I've seen quite a few individual posts on the topic, as well as these megathreads.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/chronic-illnesses-and-physical-diseases-megathread.73629/


https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/pssd-medication-injury-support-megathread.166058/

 

[albstr1403]

Hello,

I am one.

I've seen quite a few individual posts on the topic, as well as these megathreads.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/chronic-illnesses-and-physical-diseases-megathread.73629/


https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/pssd-medication-injury-support-megathread.166058/

thanks. i hope you find relief.

 

[thealteredmind]

yup.

pssd although one symptom left... but it's like an extremely important symptom (basically my spirit died)

but also benzo withdrawal that doesn't improve (even from short term usage, with a slow and careful tapering). with annoying symptoms that don't get better, basically with my life more limited than before... there's a lot of stuff I can't do because I get extreme symptoms... like eating certain stuff or any kind of exercise.

add to that the insomnia (which at this moment is... quiet, but also because I'm having a pretty relaxed life with no responsabilities) and the depression (which gets worse every year and is untreatable)

so... yes. just a couple months more and I'm out.

 

[albstr1403]

yup.

pssd although one symptom left... but it's like an extremely important symptom (basically my spirit died)

but also benzo withdrawal that doesn't improve (even from short term usage, with a slow and careful tapering). with annoying symptoms that don't get better, basically with my life more limited than before... there's a lot of stuff I can't do because I get extreme symptoms... like eating certain stuff or any kind of exercise.

add to that the insomnia (which at this moment is... quiet, but also because I'm having a pretty relaxed life with no responsabilities) and the depression (which gets worse every year and is untreatable)

so... yes. just a couple months more and I'm out.

Ugh, a gabaergic drug is what did me in.
I understand all the triggers, i miss working out hard so much.

how are you going out?

 

[thealteredmind]

Ugh, a gabaergic drug is what did me in.
I understand all the triggers, i miss working out hard so much.

how are you going out?

full hanging.

you?

 

[albstr1403]

full hanging.

you?

probably SN

 

[suffering_mo_7]

Me. I've already been through this once and recovered but an infusion has done it and it's never going to get better. Symptoms are sci Fi and I can't sleep and noise hurts. Im miserable 24/7.

 

[Steve]

PSSD and BIND