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Budak Bunuh Diri
- Feb 22, 2023
- 39
What is my life? What sort of man will I be?
Am I a husk of a man? Am I a sloth of a He?
Have I fallen so far, and is the hour so late?
That nothing remains but the cry of my hate?
The cry in the dark that nobody hears
And all I can see is manifestations of my fears
Damned if I live with ignorant bliss!
Damned if I try to advance the state!
My life is war that could never be won
Only fatigue comes when I challenge my fate
There is no way the world will be well
My life is no better than Hell!
Why do I allow this man
To keep on living all alone
A desperate man, unimportant
Survival instincts, pointless suffer
They say there is always hope
Can such things be?
Perhaps it's time for me to try
To use my right, my right to die
All my thoughts fly apart
Is my end finally here?
Will my sins be forgiven?
Does God even hear?!
My heart has shivered far too much
With silence, solitude and the such
No tears to cry and yet I tremble
I feel that ache inside me like a knife
Sorry to those who want me live
But don't you know?
That everyday my life proceeds
It kills me more, even so
I am reaching, but the storm
And the glass is clear and warm
As I stare into the void
Of a death that's in my palm
I'll escape now from that World
From the World of [MY NAME]
There is nowhere I can turn
There is no way to go on…
Am I a husk of a man? Am I a sloth of a He?
Have I fallen so far, and is the hour so late?
That nothing remains but the cry of my hate?
The cry in the dark that nobody hears
And all I can see is manifestations of my fears
Damned if I live with ignorant bliss!
Damned if I try to advance the state!
My life is war that could never be won
Only fatigue comes when I challenge my fate
There is no way the world will be well
My life is no better than Hell!
Why do I allow this man
To keep on living all alone
A desperate man, unimportant
Survival instincts, pointless suffer
They say there is always hope
Can such things be?
Perhaps it's time for me to try
To use my right, my right to die
All my thoughts fly apart
Is my end finally here?
Will my sins be forgiven?
Does God even hear?!
My heart has shivered far too much
With silence, solitude and the such
No tears to cry and yet I tremble
I feel that ache inside me like a knife
Sorry to those who want me live
But don't you know?
That everyday my life proceeds
It kills me more, even so
I am reaching, but the storm
And the glass is clear and warm
As I stare into the void
Of a death that's in my palm
I'll escape now from that World
From the World of [MY NAME]
There is nowhere I can turn
There is no way to go on…
