Discussion I worried when i ctb my mom may do so aswell

[depressedteddybear]

As the title says I'm worried when I take my leave my mom may do the same I don't want to cause her to but I don't want to keep being here

 

[numbed one]

As the title says I'm worried when I take my leave my mom may do the same I don't want to cause her to but I don't want to keep being here

Same for me i tried overdose of olanzapine and it went Bad m'y mom Started crying thinking that i'll die but i'm bound to her so i can't leave , i just must live in pain for her.

 

[SaltySuh]

This isn't a concern I have, but I understand the sentiment.

 

[Brown-Jacket Revy]

Ultimately, you can't control anything she chooses to do whether you're here or gone, and when you're gone it won't matter.

You can't save anyone.

 

[tora]

I'm really worried about this too :( I don't think my mom would, but I'm like 95% sure my twin would. and my mom will blame herself for eternity once I'm gone.

 

[FuneralCry]

The way that I see it if other people decide to ctb then that's their decision, we all have our right to die and aren't obligated to continue existing, whatever happens in this world once I no longer exist could never be my concern.

 

[UKscotty]

That's her choice.

 

[ButterflyDream]

I'm worried about my friends too. They're more stable than me, but they've all dealt with depression and suicidal ideation. If I go, it might push one of them off the edge. Or maybe that's just me being dramatic, IDK.

 

[ctvunny]

Me too. Im afraid that both my parents might get too sad then sick and...because of me. Thats why Im torn between waiting for them to die of old age first or me going before them. I couldnt careless about my older siblings but if ever I did go ahead first, I hope they will be there for each other.