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Someone123
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- Oct 19, 2021
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I mean my parents ruined my life, though they pretended to care sometimes and they thought it was real caring, but they stabbed me in the back at least 90% of the time. Seeing them in the afterlife sounds depressing, the both owe me about ten thousand apologies, but even that's not good enough considering that they can never make up for what they ruined. My aunts were nice and tried to help, but they didn't push hard to help me, they each tried once or twice to reach out but not in ways that really had a chance to work, though I think they didn't know that. At least they tried. My parents never once tried to be decent to me, all they cared about was creating the appearance of caring to others- big difference. I wonder if they understand now the details of how much they hurt me, and I wonder if it bothers them there. My dad contacted a relative the night he died in a dream and said he was ok, so I have reason to believe that he is in a decent place, not that he deserves it based on how he treated me. I hope he is suffering some for the cruelty he did to me, he deserves it very, very much.