Mr. Incapable
Also inadequate, incompetent, weak & powerless
- Jun 21, 2022
- 175
I wish something could happen without my knowledge or knowing that will make me pass on. Such as my heart to experience sudden arrhythmia or cardiac arrest. I saw a statistic last night that 500 'seemingly healthy people' under 35 die each year (in the UK) from sudden arrhythmia/cardiac arrest. I know it's cruel to describe it as winning the lottery but it would feel that way if it happened to me. I would be so grateful.
Other than that I wish my home would have a carbon monoxide leak so I could just feel sleepy and then pass quietly without any stress, worry or concern, although I wouldn't want anyone else to get hurt if they were present or arrived after.
Dying is so fucking hard. I wish I was behave enough or courageous enough to just do it - no matter what pain, physical or emotional, I would feel - I wish I could just do it. I will do it - I just don't know when.
Other than that I wish my home would have a carbon monoxide leak so I could just feel sleepy and then pass quietly without any stress, worry or concern, although I wouldn't want anyone else to get hurt if they were present or arrived after.
Dying is so fucking hard. I wish I was behave enough or courageous enough to just do it - no matter what pain, physical or emotional, I would feel - I wish I could just do it. I will do it - I just don't know when.
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