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sapped
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- Apr 14, 2024
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I am having a hard time accepting the life I cannot escape. Even painful methods have the possibility of leading nowhere — or to worse outcomes. I don't know how much longer I can go on pretending I'm fine and don't need help. I definitely need help. The sad truth is, the help that is available is not helpful to me. The help that is available is centered around the idea that I still have some hope for my future. What hope is there when I have no job prospects, my family is falling apart — and so is my sanity?
For as long as I can remember, survival has felt like wearing a mask someone else picked out for me.
For as long as I can remember, survival has felt like wearing a mask someone else picked out for me.