sobsob
Member
- Aug 29, 2024
- 9
its so unfair that theres no way to cbt that is accessible, effective, and painless, right??
honestly the thing I am most terrified of is failing and then being in horrible pain or otherwise disabled for the rest of my life. i want a method that is certain to work. and I am afraid of pain.
i have done so much research and the only methods that sound good to me are not at all accessible to me right now. I'm so sick of this I just want a way out. for like 10 years I've felt this way and it just never stops. i know it will never get better. its so miserable out here
honestly the thing I am most terrified of is failing and then being in horrible pain or otherwise disabled for the rest of my life. i want a method that is certain to work. and I am afraid of pain.
i have done so much research and the only methods that sound good to me are not at all accessible to me right now. I'm so sick of this I just want a way out. for like 10 years I've felt this way and it just never stops. i know it will never get better. its so miserable out here