i wish there was a cheap easy way

[sobsob]

its so unfair that theres no way to cbt that is accessible, effective, and painless, right??
honestly the thing I am most terrified of is failing and then being in horrible pain or otherwise disabled for the rest of my life. i want a method that is certain to work. and I am afraid of pain.
i have done so much research and the only methods that sound good to me are not at all accessible to me right now. I'm so sick of this I just want a way out. for like 10 years I've felt this way and it just never stops. i know it will never get better. its so miserable out here

 

[CatLove56]

Our masters know a lot of us would take the easy way out that's why it's hard to get peaceful options. Pretty much decided on partial hanging. Not illegal to buy rope yet.

 

[bitofftoomuch]

can I ask your country?

 

[sobsob]

can I ask your country?

USA

 

[bitofftoomuch]

USA

SN is still buyable. I got some a few months ago.

 

[sobsob]

SN is still buyable. I got some a few months ago.

ive done as much research as i can but cant seem to find anything, it might be because of my state though I think I saw there's restrictions on it here

 

[ladylazarus4]

ive done as much research as i can but cant seem to find anything, it might be because of my state though I think I saw there's restrictions on it here

You can buy SN in every state to the best of my knowledge. But even though it is possible to find/buy, I get that it can be very hard for a lot of people. Me personally, I found the source but I'm unable to buy it because the payment method is inaccessible to me. But SN isn't my first choice anyway. There are more (relatively) cheap methods out there.

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish for the same, it feels so cruel and horrible to me how I cannot just die painlessly, non-existence truly is all I hope and wish for, I just want to fall into an eternal, dreamless sleep and never suffer ever again.

 

[NegevChina]

For a time I thought CO by burning charcoal in a car was accessible, effective, and painless but from what I read here its not that reliable and many failed attempts are reported. Most reliable accessible cheap and effective method is then Jumping but it isn't painless or peaceful.

 

[pariah80]

Our masters know a lot of us would take the easy way out that's why it's hard to get peaceful options. Pretty much decided on partial hanging. Not illegal to buy rope yet.

Yeah. I can actually see that coming soon. In order to 'save' people.

 

[ijustwishtodie]

I wish the same too but unfortunately the government need their wage slaves for the system to perpetuate whilst everybody else is okay with this system perpetuating even if it hurts them in the process. This world truly is fucked and I will forever hate pro lifers for being pro suffering

 

[seasonsdied]

For a time I thought CO by burning charcoal in a car was accessible, effective, and painless but from what I read here its not that reliable and many failed attempts are reported. Most reliable accessible cheap and effective method is then Jumping but it isn't painless or peaceful.

I was planning on using this. Can you share what usually goes wrong?

 

[AlcoholicSphinx02]

I believe that ALL humans on this earth should have the right to death, meaning that they can end life on their own terms regardless of what age they are(Doesn't matter if they're 16 or 56) without being punished for it by being put in a psych ward or ER wing of a hospital. When I get an apartment of my own, I plan on going off my BP(Blood pressure/heart) meds and only taking them the night before any appointments I might have that would involve my vitals being taken. I'm only in my mid 20's, which means my chance of having a heart/cardiac event wouldn't be as increased compared to if I were in my 40s or 50s(Or even older than that).

 

[NegevChina]

I was planning on using this. Can you share what usually goes wrong?

I guess usually the charcoals don't produce high enough amount of CO for long enough time. There are many types of charcoals and I cant tell which are ok. Also some cars are probably not sealed well enough and air might circulate and reduce amount of CO in the car. The amount of CO in the car should be tested to be above 7000PPM (even 10000PPM as described in the PPH but that is very hard to reach and maintain for long enough). A CO detector that reads higher then 5000PPM is expensive. A failed attempt can cause very serious damage to brain and organs, amputations of limbs and its very nasty.

 

[seasonsdied]

I guess usually the charcoals don't produce high enough amount of CO for long enough time. There are many types of charcoals and I cant tell which are ok. Also some cars are probably not sealed well enough and air might circulate and reduce amount of CO in the car. The amount of CO in the car should be tested to be above 7000PPM (even 10000PPM as described in the PPH but that is very hard to reach and maintain for long enough). A CO detector that reads higher than 5000PPM is expensive. A failed attempt can cause very serious damage to brain and organs, amputations of limbs and its very nasty.

Oh well. That sucks. Maybe nitrogen as primary method plus 20kg charcoal burning on the side while in a tent as backup might do the trick.

 

[NegevChina]

Oh well. That sucks. Maybe nitrogen as primary method plus 20kg charcoal burning on the side while in a tent as backup might do the trick.

Unfortunately nitrogen will extinguish anything burning near it, so nitrogen and burning charcoal wont go together.